juz received two set of envelopes from Temasek Poly.
one for muh folks and one for me.
surprise surprise!!
i got into top 10% of the cohort again this year *i tot i no chance liao*
so i gotta go dwn to TP on the 15th of July to receive my certificate.
got into the so called director's honours list again.
huisan and jolene got it too lolz
hm.....
am gonna ask for more details when i go back to sch this saturday.
my folks r not sure if they can make it on that day since it's on a working day.
i might ask others to come along. either my aunt or mebbe,
wilfred.
hehehehe..
*sian look* my recent entries are lagging to be posted. shucks.
juz finish eating a cup noodle and made extra pasta for later.
gotta continue with my diet. thinking about the coming saturday
i have mixed feelings. of course i look forward to it cos wilfred is coming out and all..
but then again, i have to attend the SIP briefing
of which, the next next monday i must go back to work already. fucked up.
hahaha
duno where i'll be posted to somemore...
i juz saw the mtv for the upcoming national day song (chinese) sung by sun yan zi
quite a nice song
"quan xin quan yi"
i just downloaded the mtv
how to say
watching the mtv
i kinda feel proud
hahaha
firstly is bcos sun yan zi sang it quite well
secondly is because of the usual make up of multiracial ppl in the mtv
i feel proud cos at least in singapore, we allow such harmony amongst races
hearing frm a m'sia friend on the degree of racism btwn malay and chinese
it kinda scares me..
proud to be a singaporean lolz.
tho many would rather go overseas and all...
going overseas is fine. but coming back to a place where i call hm is the most impt.
juz finish eating a cup noodle and made extra pasta for later.
gotta continue with my diet. thinking about the coming saturday
i have mixed feelings. of course i look forward to it cos wilfred is coming out and all..
but then again, i have to attend the SIP briefing
of which, the next next monday i must go back to work already. fucked up.
hahaha
duno where i'll be posted to somemore...
i juz saw the mtv for the upcoming national day song (chinese) sung by sun yan zi
quite a nice song
"quan xin quan yi"
i just downloaded the mtv
how to say
watching the mtv
i kinda feel proud
hahaha
firstly is bcos sun yan zi sang it quite well
secondly is because of the usual make up of multiracial ppl in the mtv
i feel proud cos at least in singapore, we allow such harmony amongst races
hearing frm a m'sia friend on the degree of racism btwn malay and chinese
it kinda scares me..
proud to be a singaporean lolz.
tho many would rather go overseas and all...
going overseas is fine. but coming back to a place where i call hm is the most impt.
*next day*
we woke up at 10am in the morning... hee... i was still blur blur when he got up and brush his teeth n use the comp. he gave me a peck on the face before leaving the bed. i lazed around for a few more minutes before getting my butt up and go brush my teeth. we slacked around the house until about 11am something then i went over to iron his uniform. finish at about 12:30pm then help him fold one set of the uniform to pack into his bag. he had some bread while i fried some egg for him for breakfast. we chatted on irc for awhile when wilfred was chatting with nicholas hahaha was sorta stumbled by nic's knowledge of japanese vocabs. we're both kinda rusty already hahahaha..
we went to IKEA for the hot dogs at about 2:15pm and then went back home after that. all the while after that we slacked around and nearing dinner time we went down while he had his nasi lemak. came back and sat by the pool side chit chatting and relaxing for awhile. i feel dat my relationship with wilfred has matured, and gone up another level. he has changed, and it is for the better. he has become more sensible, matured, less fearful of the future and learnt to value our relationship. he no longer fears but looks forward to our future life together, wanting to settle down with me. i am truly glad of the changes that NS has instilled into him. my wilfred has grown up. i love him more and more each day as it grows deeper and deeper and be happy and lucky to know that he feels the same way too. he held my hand tightly, saying that he will never let go. .. saying that he has learnt to value me and seeks emotional reassurance from my hand. "Holding hands" no long signify just a couple's love but also the strong bond we have and the mutual reassurance. that we are both there for each other. holding on to my hand, he ask me to feel the heartbeats when the two hands combined. corny? perhaps... but it doesn't matter so long as it's said with sincerity. it'll move any heart, especially mine. i look forward to the many good years our relationship will take me to... and promised him to walk through the journey of life with him..
we went back upstairs and folded his uniform sleeves as he prepare himself to book in. got changed into his uniform and we sat by the tv watching planet's funniest animal for awhile. it was pretty funny haha and i was treasuring the remaining time with him. soon, it's nearing 7pm and we left for the mrt station. it was rather packed when we reached boonlay mrt stn. shaikha is sending maha back and will be meeting us at the bus stop. as we met up at the bus stop, both of us spent a few minutes with our bfs as i talked to wilfred alittle more and kissed him before he go into the camp. then i left with shaikha. she suddenly with a very stunned expression say i shrunk. -____-"
mean i lost weight wahahaha...
then we walked around the boonlay pasar malam while she bought her hp cover and me bought 3 taiwan hot dogs to eat. haven't had much food today except for the IKEA hotdogs.
we took mrt till jurong then shai left to take the other line. i sorta dozed off all the way till eunos.
now i'm home, was chatting with sano n iman... n missing wilfred already cos i talked so much abt him in this blog lolz
have to wait another one week before i can see him and what's more, i can't pick him up for his next book out cos have to go to school. haiz.
we woke up at 10am in the morning... hee... i was still blur blur when he got up and brush his teeth n use the comp. he gave me a peck on the face before leaving the bed. i lazed around for a few more minutes before getting my butt up and go brush my teeth. we slacked around the house until about 11am something then i went over to iron his uniform. finish at about 12:30pm then help him fold one set of the uniform to pack into his bag. he had some bread while i fried some egg for him for breakfast. we chatted on irc for awhile when wilfred was chatting with nicholas hahaha was sorta stumbled by nic's knowledge of japanese vocabs. we're both kinda rusty already hahahaha..
we went to IKEA for the hot dogs at about 2:15pm and then went back home after that. all the while after that we slacked around and nearing dinner time we went down while he had his nasi lemak. came back and sat by the pool side chit chatting and relaxing for awhile. i feel dat my relationship with wilfred has matured, and gone up another level. he has changed, and it is for the better. he has become more sensible, matured, less fearful of the future and learnt to value our relationship. he no longer fears but looks forward to our future life together, wanting to settle down with me. i am truly glad of the changes that NS has instilled into him. my wilfred has grown up. i love him more and more each day as it grows deeper and deeper and be happy and lucky to know that he feels the same way too. he held my hand tightly, saying that he will never let go. .. saying that he has learnt to value me and seeks emotional reassurance from my hand. "Holding hands" no long signify just a couple's love but also the strong bond we have and the mutual reassurance. that we are both there for each other. holding on to my hand, he ask me to feel the heartbeats when the two hands combined. corny? perhaps... but it doesn't matter so long as it's said with sincerity. it'll move any heart, especially mine. i look forward to the many good years our relationship will take me to... and promised him to walk through the journey of life with him..
we went back upstairs and folded his uniform sleeves as he prepare himself to book in. got changed into his uniform and we sat by the tv watching planet's funniest animal for awhile. it was pretty funny haha and i was treasuring the remaining time with him. soon, it's nearing 7pm and we left for the mrt station. it was rather packed when we reached boonlay mrt stn. shaikha is sending maha back and will be meeting us at the bus stop. as we met up at the bus stop, both of us spent a few minutes with our bfs as i talked to wilfred alittle more and kissed him before he go into the camp. then i left with shaikha. she suddenly with a very stunned expression say i shrunk. -____-"
mean i lost weight wahahaha...
then we walked around the boonlay pasar malam while she bought her hp cover and me bought 3 taiwan hot dogs to eat. haven't had much food today except for the IKEA hotdogs.
we took mrt till jurong then shai left to take the other line. i sorta dozed off all the way till eunos.
now i'm home, was chatting with sano n iman... n missing wilfred already cos i talked so much abt him in this blog lolz
have to wait another one week before i can see him and what's more, i can't pick him up for his next book out cos have to go to school. haiz.
Saturday and Sunday's Stuff
drats. missed the sunday slot by ONE MINUTE.
got back from wilfred's house already hahaha
i must say i spent another two fantastic days with him and enjoyed every moment with him.
now i love him so much dat i can't imagine life w/o him. hm... i've always been like this... oh.. hahaha
hmmm recapping wad happened for the past two days, i woke up at about 10am in the saturday morning. had a teeny weeny bowl of prawn noodles cos dad bought it anyway, ignoring my protests. i downed it quickly and put on some make up, changed, took my bag and left. shaikha smsed me on the phone saying she's going to fetch maha too cos his folks aren't free to pick him up.
she was kinda late compared to me but anyhow, maha came out at 1:30pm [alamak] and i reached outside the camp at about 12pm. waited for 5 minutes before receiving a phone call from some hp. it was wilfred askin me where i am. i said i outside his camp and end up he already come out. he's waiting at the bus stop. *slap head* he ran over and i wacked him hahaha then soon after three guys walked over. his bunk mates. said hi and all and then soon the two of us took a cab back to queenstown. $10 man!! am nevah gonna take cab again lolz so expensive!
we reached his house with time to spare. it was only about..... 12:30pm. so he changed and his mum was home. i went for my japanese class soon after and then came back at about 4 something in the afternoon with two papa beard's cream puff. $2 each but worth the money. it was so tasty!! crispy and big on the outside, inside is vanilla cream. YUMMAY!!! while wilfred was using the comp and i was in the toilet, once again she said stuff that were pretty mean [when i say mean, it means that no PARENTS of any sane mind would say sucha thing] she was complaining how messy his rm was when there's onli a bag and a set of uniform on the flr. i mean... HELLO? he come back frm camp after one week. and for a BOY'S BEDROOM, it's darn tidy already!!!
*sigh* duno wad to say lah.. i told my mum abt it... she seem.. slightly stunned. i really love my mum cos she's so understanding and she accepts wilfred for who he is and what's more she sayang him machiam half a son hahaha.. is encouraging him to get a O level cert n all.. and say she will tolerate wil's mum even if she ever meets her for the sake of us. *hugs mum*
ok back to topic. we slacked at home and had our personal time together talking and hearing his reflect on the past one week he had in the camp. well, he needs someone to talk to and share his stories and i'm more than willing to listen to what he has to say. even if he cries, it's only normal cos he cries only infront of me. a guy may act tough all he wants, ultimately he'll need to unwind afterall and at least i'm proud to say i'm the one he can turn to behave totally himself.
we decided to go to LOT 1 to find sano. i wan to eat takopachi. hahahaha... and while we were there we waited for sano to come dwn frm the library and the chit chatted outside macdonald for awhile. then we went to buy two tix for charlie's angel 2 and then went down to comic connection downstairs. soon we n sano parted our ways and proceeded on to watch our movie. basically, it's alot of sexy bod lah and the action all darn dramatic but hm..... not fantastic but not too bad either. demi moore was hot inside. at least no matter wad, it's a hundred times better than naked weapon which i totally think i wasted money on it. GIVE ME money and i won't even wanna watch it.
after watching the movie, we took mrt back to queenstown and while wilfred watch tv, i fried some eggs for him. my newly improved recipe and it tasted great!!! only not-too-great-spoiler part was when his mum came out and nagged at him about washing his uniform bla bla... [JUZ LET HIM USE THE DRYER LAH! once a week only! alamak... big small thing everything also nag. if he's in the wrong, i can understand but how come she alwayz verbally abuse him?] *sigh* anyway that stupid boi anyhow mix the egg with chilli and fried rice and meat and potato n eat. rubbish bin sia he...
i was hungry so after he was done eating and we watched alittle tv, we went down to the nasi lemak store where i had my mee siam.
we slept at 3am. wilfred became more fit and his waist thicker and harder... chest muscle bigger... more difficult to hug but then he's now like a cuddly bear hahahaha he became my substitute teddy bear for the night to hug to slp.
drats. missed the sunday slot by ONE MINUTE.
got back from wilfred's house already hahaha
i must say i spent another two fantastic days with him and enjoyed every moment with him.
now i love him so much dat i can't imagine life w/o him. hm... i've always been like this... oh.. hahaha
hmmm recapping wad happened for the past two days, i woke up at about 10am in the saturday morning. had a teeny weeny bowl of prawn noodles cos dad bought it anyway, ignoring my protests. i downed it quickly and put on some make up, changed, took my bag and left. shaikha smsed me on the phone saying she's going to fetch maha too cos his folks aren't free to pick him up.
she was kinda late compared to me but anyhow, maha came out at 1:30pm [alamak] and i reached outside the camp at about 12pm. waited for 5 minutes before receiving a phone call from some hp. it was wilfred askin me where i am. i said i outside his camp and end up he already come out. he's waiting at the bus stop. *slap head* he ran over and i wacked him hahaha then soon after three guys walked over. his bunk mates. said hi and all and then soon the two of us took a cab back to queenstown. $10 man!! am nevah gonna take cab again lolz so expensive!
we reached his house with time to spare. it was only about..... 12:30pm. so he changed and his mum was home. i went for my japanese class soon after and then came back at about 4 something in the afternoon with two papa beard's cream puff. $2 each but worth the money. it was so tasty!! crispy and big on the outside, inside is vanilla cream. YUMMAY!!! while wilfred was using the comp and i was in the toilet, once again she said stuff that were pretty mean [when i say mean, it means that no PARENTS of any sane mind would say sucha thing] she was complaining how messy his rm was when there's onli a bag and a set of uniform on the flr. i mean... HELLO? he come back frm camp after one week. and for a BOY'S BEDROOM, it's darn tidy already!!!
*sigh* duno wad to say lah.. i told my mum abt it... she seem.. slightly stunned. i really love my mum cos she's so understanding and she accepts wilfred for who he is and what's more she sayang him machiam half a son hahaha.. is encouraging him to get a O level cert n all.. and say she will tolerate wil's mum even if she ever meets her for the sake of us. *hugs mum*
ok back to topic. we slacked at home and had our personal time together talking and hearing his reflect on the past one week he had in the camp. well, he needs someone to talk to and share his stories and i'm more than willing to listen to what he has to say. even if he cries, it's only normal cos he cries only infront of me. a guy may act tough all he wants, ultimately he'll need to unwind afterall and at least i'm proud to say i'm the one he can turn to behave totally himself.
we decided to go to LOT 1 to find sano. i wan to eat takopachi. hahahaha... and while we were there we waited for sano to come dwn frm the library and the chit chatted outside macdonald for awhile. then we went to buy two tix for charlie's angel 2 and then went down to comic connection downstairs. soon we n sano parted our ways and proceeded on to watch our movie. basically, it's alot of sexy bod lah and the action all darn dramatic but hm..... not fantastic but not too bad either. demi moore was hot inside. at least no matter wad, it's a hundred times better than naked weapon which i totally think i wasted money on it. GIVE ME money and i won't even wanna watch it.
after watching the movie, we took mrt back to queenstown and while wilfred watch tv, i fried some eggs for him. my newly improved recipe and it tasted great!!! only not-too-great-spoiler part was when his mum came out and nagged at him about washing his uniform bla bla... [JUZ LET HIM USE THE DRYER LAH! once a week only! alamak... big small thing everything also nag. if he's in the wrong, i can understand but how come she alwayz verbally abuse him?] *sigh* anyway that stupid boi anyhow mix the egg with chilli and fried rice and meat and potato n eat. rubbish bin sia he...
i was hungry so after he was done eating and we watched alittle tv, we went down to the nasi lemak store where i had my mee siam.
we slept at 3am. wilfred became more fit and his waist thicker and harder... chest muscle bigger... more difficult to hug but then he's now like a cuddly bear hahahaha he became my substitute teddy bear for the night to hug to slp.
wilfred called. ^____^
finally heehee so happy.
say he'll call me again later.
last nite's punishment was due to the guys' over-reaction to a female representative (apparently she's quite pretty) from NTUC income givin a talk in their multi-purpose hall. they were makin noises (wilfred's whole platoon, Alpha), and their corporal was trying to ask them to quieten down to no avail. SO, feeling like machiam he lose face, he say wanna show the boys his ugly side by punishing them to do push ups and also, lights out (sleep) by 9:30pm. *idiot*
and also remember i told u wilfred sorta kana sabo to become in-charge for his bunk? something like a IC lah....
now he say when duno which officer come back, want to train him to become platoon in-charge.. alamak ahahha even more stress liao
now he got thing nothing oso will kana punish to do pumping hahaha let's say a fella fidget when pumping. adoi..
my mum got a new hp AGAIN. she change hp machiam change clothes. this one is very pretty though. samsung duno wad model. got rose one. haha white casing.. abit like computer, non colour but got calendar n all so pretty cool.
juz taught her how to check sms hahaha next time can sms her say i hungry ask her buy dinner bwahahwahha...
this phone quite user friendly.. hehehe lotsa chinese words for my silly mum to see.. even got the time date and everything clearly written out in the main screen.. damn i'm starting to like her hp hahaha
finally heehee so happy.
say he'll call me again later.
last nite's punishment was due to the guys' over-reaction to a female representative (apparently she's quite pretty) from NTUC income givin a talk in their multi-purpose hall. they were makin noises (wilfred's whole platoon, Alpha), and their corporal was trying to ask them to quieten down to no avail. SO, feeling like machiam he lose face, he say wanna show the boys his ugly side by punishing them to do push ups and also, lights out (sleep) by 9:30pm. *idiot*
and also remember i told u wilfred sorta kana sabo to become in-charge for his bunk? something like a IC lah....
now he say when duno which officer come back, want to train him to become platoon in-charge.. alamak ahahha even more stress liao
now he got thing nothing oso will kana punish to do pumping hahaha let's say a fella fidget when pumping. adoi..
my mum got a new hp AGAIN. she change hp machiam change clothes. this one is very pretty though. samsung duno wad model. got rose one. haha white casing.. abit like computer, non colour but got calendar n all so pretty cool.
juz taught her how to check sms hahaha next time can sms her say i hungry ask her buy dinner bwahahwahha...
this phone quite user friendly.. hehehe lotsa chinese words for my silly mum to see.. even got the time date and everything clearly written out in the main screen.. damn i'm starting to like her hp hahaha
i'm sitting here feeling unease somehow. not sure why the unease but i'm happy tml i can get to see wilfred already. mebbe unease cos i worry for the unforseenable. when i fear something, i rather not talk abt it or mention wad it may be lolz. tot it's bad luck or something. my own theory ahaha..
i'm feeling kinda.... lonely for some strange reason or rather left out... not sure why i have this feeling but i do.
it's 4.04pm now.. 5 more hours to go before wilfred can call me..
for now.... it's juz waiting.
have been getting little replies in the tagboard. i like reading feedbacks or ppl talkin. when the talkin stops i feel.... isolated haha.. and a couple of them stopped blogging for some reason too. some say nothing to write. some went for holiday.. and some.. i simply don't know the reason why.
irky feeling under my skin. hate it. can't wait til tu-ka gets done with his photos and send it over. i reallie hope he has it done before tml.. of which i thought abit impossible.. *sigh*
i'm feeling kinda.... lonely for some strange reason or rather left out... not sure why i have this feeling but i do.
it's 4.04pm now.. 5 more hours to go before wilfred can call me..
for now.... it's juz waiting.
have been getting little replies in the tagboard. i like reading feedbacks or ppl talkin. when the talkin stops i feel.... isolated haha.. and a couple of them stopped blogging for some reason too. some say nothing to write. some went for holiday.. and some.. i simply don't know the reason why.
irky feeling under my skin. hate it. can't wait til tu-ka gets done with his photos and send it over. i reallie hope he has it done before tml.. of which i thought abit impossible.. *sigh*
wah lan eh.................. blogger changed my blog to use the new blogger... yuck always hated it... now they shift me over. wad the...
anyway... today went for #shinjuku's outing!!! so fun haha or at least i enjoyed myself cos everyone is so friendly and the togetherness is there yah? nori is so much different from wad i noe of masa. nori is masa's young bro btw. emiri went for the outing too! hahaha i even hadda giv her a morning wake up call. sano was there and a few others... in total i think more than 10 ppl turned up. lucinda is really friendly and mariko is pretty lolz they say she like elva hahaha emiri is indeed so darn tall!!!!!! 175cm!!!! i feel tiny hahahahaha she's taller than most of the guys there.... we guys met up at city hall interchange but only saw sano, luc, shindi, and fiona there first. nori and the emiri was late. then we all went over to makan at suntec city first.... haha tingwei working there sia (meimei's bf) and yvonne too (ex-colleague).... i think auntie ooi peng is behind wrapping burger so i can't quite greet her..
we ate... from the coupons and so emiri and i ate mushroom swiss. after awhile NTT (jun) and shinya and Tu-ka (ken) came. i saw ken's drawing later in the day. he is very gd at it and talented too lolz even heard him sing lots when we went to esplanade after suntec. he has a very good voice... similar to gospellor and sings very very well. he n jun was singing alot.. from the the song that was recorded in Nicholas's sony ericsson hp that cost abt thousand plus. his phone is so freakin nice and desirable man!! photo taking quality pretty cool.. the whole phone looks pretty cool and the mp3 quality is so clear n loud omg. hahaha i want his hp!!! we were at esplanade slacking about and being entertained by jun n ken, mainly jun, who's performing card tricks for us to see. pretty successful and often leaving me stunned. emiri's reaction more worse hahahaha we hang ard waiting for the photos to develop finish and chatted around. i'm kinda flattered that emiri is hmmm would i say fond? i duno something like that towards me. hard to explain actually hahahaha cos she told luc she came online yest to find me. i think she's juz kiddin ard. um.. after the photo seeing session, we wanted to redevelop a couple of films so we went to marina sq to makan dinner and develop the films again. cos it's also like a farewell outing for nori, ken actually drew this grp pix for him that's nice n touching i must say and then gav the photos to nori to keep. he kinda can never ever come back to sg anymore since he is half sg half japanese n chose to not serve ns in sg. it's kinda complicated for the law that runs in sg.... so basically he can't even come back for holiday. sad sia.
we went marina sq and then had our dinner there and chatted even more n longer and took more pictures hahaha i will post them up when i get them. it's not out yet. still in ken's digi cam. nice man.. i oso wan hahaha $700US *yelps*
ken also drew a pix of emiri n gav it to her.
basically..... today's outing was pretty cool. nearing 8:45pm i was become more quiet n by myself as i wait impatiently for wilfred to call. i am really nervous for some strange reason and as it nears 9:00pm i felt rather anxious and worried.... worrying he might not call... i held on to my hp n juz sat quietly, holding on and waiting... as it nears 9:20pm i felt like crying already hahahaha wondering why he haven't called. terry called up and asked me for alex's no of which i told him i'll giv him when i get home. soon, wilfred called. *phew* he told me his bunk got punished cos of some incident and hadda go slp at 9:30pm soon w/o being able to bathe and havta wake up by 5am the next morn. i'm kinda sad and felt like crying but am glad to hear his voice n noe dat at least saturday he can come home. one more day and i can see him already. one more day. i can't wait to see him. ^___^ am stayin over again.
anyway... today went for #shinjuku's outing!!! so fun haha or at least i enjoyed myself cos everyone is so friendly and the togetherness is there yah? nori is so much different from wad i noe of masa. nori is masa's young bro btw. emiri went for the outing too! hahaha i even hadda giv her a morning wake up call. sano was there and a few others... in total i think more than 10 ppl turned up. lucinda is really friendly and mariko is pretty lolz they say she like elva hahaha emiri is indeed so darn tall!!!!!! 175cm!!!! i feel tiny hahahahaha she's taller than most of the guys there.... we guys met up at city hall interchange but only saw sano, luc, shindi, and fiona there first. nori and the emiri was late. then we all went over to makan at suntec city first.... haha tingwei working there sia (meimei's bf) and yvonne too (ex-colleague).... i think auntie ooi peng is behind wrapping burger so i can't quite greet her..
we ate... from the coupons and so emiri and i ate mushroom swiss. after awhile NTT (jun) and shinya and Tu-ka (ken) came. i saw ken's drawing later in the day. he is very gd at it and talented too lolz even heard him sing lots when we went to esplanade after suntec. he has a very good voice... similar to gospellor and sings very very well. he n jun was singing alot.. from the the song that was recorded in Nicholas's sony ericsson hp that cost abt thousand plus. his phone is so freakin nice and desirable man!! photo taking quality pretty cool.. the whole phone looks pretty cool and the mp3 quality is so clear n loud omg. hahaha i want his hp!!! we were at esplanade slacking about and being entertained by jun n ken, mainly jun, who's performing card tricks for us to see. pretty successful and often leaving me stunned. emiri's reaction more worse hahahaha we hang ard waiting for the photos to develop finish and chatted around. i'm kinda flattered that emiri is hmmm would i say fond? i duno something like that towards me. hard to explain actually hahahaha cos she told luc she came online yest to find me. i think she's juz kiddin ard. um.. after the photo seeing session, we wanted to redevelop a couple of films so we went to marina sq to makan dinner and develop the films again. cos it's also like a farewell outing for nori, ken actually drew this grp pix for him that's nice n touching i must say and then gav the photos to nori to keep. he kinda can never ever come back to sg anymore since he is half sg half japanese n chose to not serve ns in sg. it's kinda complicated for the law that runs in sg.... so basically he can't even come back for holiday. sad sia.
we went marina sq and then had our dinner there and chatted even more n longer and took more pictures hahaha i will post them up when i get them. it's not out yet. still in ken's digi cam. nice man.. i oso wan hahaha $700US *yelps*
ken also drew a pix of emiri n gav it to her.
basically..... today's outing was pretty cool. nearing 8:45pm i was become more quiet n by myself as i wait impatiently for wilfred to call. i am really nervous for some strange reason and as it nears 9:00pm i felt rather anxious and worried.... worrying he might not call... i held on to my hp n juz sat quietly, holding on and waiting... as it nears 9:20pm i felt like crying already hahahaha wondering why he haven't called. terry called up and asked me for alex's no of which i told him i'll giv him when i get home. soon, wilfred called. *phew* he told me his bunk got punished cos of some incident and hadda go slp at 9:30pm soon w/o being able to bathe and havta wake up by 5am the next morn. i'm kinda sad and felt like crying but am glad to hear his voice n noe dat at least saturday he can come home. one more day and i can see him already. one more day. i can't wait to see him. ^___^ am stayin over again.
26 June 2003
Whee! juz arranged a date to go out with shaikha n sano. ^_^ next wednesday we going out hehehehe
and also tomolo's outing emiri coming along!!! i didn't know she is chocobo's sister sia so farni
she's so tall.... 175cm and only 15 years of age!!!!! GEEZ!
we say if boring then we run away hahaha
cos she say wanna meet me n not the rest *stressed*
and also tomolo's outing emiri coming along!!! i didn't know she is chocobo's sister sia so farni
she's so tall.... 175cm and only 15 years of age!!!!! GEEZ!
we say if boring then we run away hahaha
cos she say wanna meet me n not the rest *stressed*
25 June 2003
hee wilfred called up three times today
so happy to hear his voice
he was tellin me abt how some ppl came over to look n say his tattoo nice
lolz
he seem pretty confused abt it too
and also his seargent (duno him one) suddenly say heard of him
know his name somemore
lol
strange ne
then even more strange, he kana appointed to be in charge of his platoon
hahahaha
now muz memorise and shout command and hav some responsibilities
which is making him feel abit stressed
so happy to hear his voice
he was tellin me abt how some ppl came over to look n say his tattoo nice
lolz
he seem pretty confused abt it too
and also his seargent (duno him one) suddenly say heard of him
know his name somemore
lol
strange ne
then even more strange, he kana appointed to be in charge of his platoon
hahahaha
now muz memorise and shout command and hav some responsibilities
which is making him feel abit stressed
YAAAAAAY DONE WITH MUH COMPO
hehehehehe
play cheat abit by using online dictionary n stuff...
now i feel so sleepy..
was chatting online for a couple of minutes with Etoiles ^__^
hearing abt her commando fren who fainted frm harsh training a few times...
scary sia army sometimes.. tsk tsk
i haven't buy pen yet wahaha... think i'll do dwn at 6:30pm or so then faster come back in case wilfred call.
tml's thursday! the outing gee.......
and also SOON WILFRED CAN COME OUT LIAO YAY
hehehehehe
play cheat abit by using online dictionary n stuff...
now i feel so sleepy..
was chatting online for a couple of minutes with Etoiles ^__^
hearing abt her commando fren who fainted frm harsh training a few times...
scary sia army sometimes.. tsk tsk
i haven't buy pen yet wahaha... think i'll do dwn at 6:30pm or so then faster come back in case wilfred call.
tml's thursday! the outing gee.......
and also SOON WILFRED CAN COME OUT LIAO YAY
kaoz lolz woke up thinking that "ok i'm gonna go brush my teeth and then at 2pm i'll go dwn to buy my pen to write my compo"
end up go to kitchen haven't step inside already see my photoframe (huge one) on the flr, glass surface faced down and with lotsa glass pieces all over the flr... so i gotta pick up the frame, clear up the larger pieces on the flr, put them inside a plastic bag as i picked them up one by one with a tissue and then use the vacuum cleaner to suck up all the teeny weeny pieces...
am gonna go down at 2.30pm instead, to get my pen but the stupid weather looks threathening.... in fact it has already rained... now it jus toned down..
end up go to kitchen haven't step inside already see my photoframe (huge one) on the flr, glass surface faced down and with lotsa glass pieces all over the flr... so i gotta pick up the frame, clear up the larger pieces on the flr, put them inside a plastic bag as i picked them up one by one with a tissue and then use the vacuum cleaner to suck up all the teeny weeny pieces...
am gonna go down at 2.30pm instead, to get my pen but the stupid weather looks threathening.... in fact it has already rained... now it jus toned down..
24 June 2003
was watching lie huo xiong xing 2 on chnnl 55 of scv. tang sir's big bro is cute but gay so always quarrel with tang sir (high ranked fire fighter). then i turn over and ask papa he scared of gay anot. he look at me blankly then turn back to read newspaper then murmered in chinese "yi jiao ba ta ti si" (one leg kick him die).
adoi my dad so violent hahaha.
even wilfred oso scared of gay lolz.
strange thing is girls mostly dun mind having gay or lesbian friends so long as they dun get the wrong idea n target them but however if it's for guys, some dun mind making lesbian friends (still a bunch kinda dislike them big time) and gay is rather stay far far one. hm...
adoi my dad so violent hahaha.
even wilfred oso scared of gay lolz.
strange thing is girls mostly dun mind having gay or lesbian friends so long as they dun get the wrong idea n target them but however if it's for guys, some dun mind making lesbian friends (still a bunch kinda dislike them big time) and gay is rather stay far far one. hm...
*happy* how to say.. um wilfred called me up twice today already. once at 6 something pm.. talked for more than 2 minutes. he just finished lunch and had time so he gave me call. i cried on the phone haha. then he called me up again juz a while ago at about 7pm. say he missed me haha so he called again. gotta fall in for the water parade at 8:30pm. we talked for quite awhile... i think got 5 minutes...... until i hear some voices frm the bg hahaha his bunkmates complaining they wanna use phone too.
*half n hour later*
sorry... stoned and never publish wahahhaha
wilfred called again!! it's at 7:30pm. i think we talked for about 5 minutes.
hahahah third time and he's still gonna call me later.
kinda free ah
then tml he say might be oso abit more senang.
he had training todae is go swimming one.
lolz
then after that remember me mention he brought that tiny pillow i sew for him? the words on top is "love you forever". and then i asked if anyone make fun of him then hehe he say got. guess who? his camp the duno seargent or wadever hahaha cos everytime they go back in their bag muz kana check then the seargent took out the pillow n then ask him "u love me forever ah?" hahahaha then wilfred hav to explain is i giv one. so funny.
then he siao one call so many time ahaha n each time say he juz havta hear my voice.
then this sat he say during my class (2pm) he going dwn to clementi cos his bunkmate wanna meet him up to makan (2 onli) so mebbe when i come back frm class i either go meet him there or something lidat lah... haiz i still got my japanese compo to do.. saturday muz hand in...
*half n hour later*
sorry... stoned and never publish wahahhaha
wilfred called again!! it's at 7:30pm. i think we talked for about 5 minutes.
hahahah third time and he's still gonna call me later.
kinda free ah
then tml he say might be oso abit more senang.
he had training todae is go swimming one.
lolz
then after that remember me mention he brought that tiny pillow i sew for him? the words on top is "love you forever". and then i asked if anyone make fun of him then hehe he say got. guess who? his camp the duno seargent or wadever hahaha cos everytime they go back in their bag muz kana check then the seargent took out the pillow n then ask him "u love me forever ah?" hahahaha then wilfred hav to explain is i giv one. so funny.
then he siao one call so many time ahaha n each time say he juz havta hear my voice.
then this sat he say during my class (2pm) he going dwn to clementi cos his bunkmate wanna meet him up to makan (2 onli) so mebbe when i come back frm class i either go meet him there or something lidat lah... haiz i still got my japanese compo to do.. saturday muz hand in...
monday
juz went to finding nemo's website. lousy sia.. so little thing... hardly any gd wall papers to download. i'm so tired right now but not sleepy.. juz tired and bored. haiz.... i miss wilfred and thinking about havin to wait for so many hours more before hearing his voice and so many days more before seeing him.. abit sickening. wilfred called me at about 7 plus earlier on.. he was in a rush cos he say he hadda file in in about 5 minutes.. means he sneaked over to gimme a call... said he missed me and hung up soon after and called back at about 8:45pm.. he seem to be as emotional as before and made me say i love him repeatedly.... guess he must be really stressed out mentally n physically inside... i tried to be positive and told him about things to motivate him and cheer him up... told him abt the bag i bought and dat i wanna show him. told him abt the pic in my hp... told him i can stay over and kept asking him to be strong. after the call as usual i was in a daze, recalling the convo in my mind and having that want to cry. less this time but still have it. have pretty much been in a blurry state of mind for the whole day today and i don't know why.. i kept picturing wilfred's face in my mind and thinking back abt the weekend i spent at his hse and the times we spent being together...
haiz
#shinjuku's outing time keep changing too... and i'm headaching over wad to wear. getting a lil` sick of some of the lame jokes of [k]yori.. actually it ain't dat bad. onli thing is the joke abt my name. SO WAD if i'm called Maria? i'm proud to have that name. my aunt gave it to me and it's in my birth cert and i have people loving me. make this sure, dun u DARE generalise and gimme that fuckin lame joke about it being a maid's name. So What? they're human too. wad's so fuckin funny? i'm not laughing. let me catch u joke about my name again and i'll make sure u get a slap across ur face. let wilfred hear abt it and it'll be my turn laughing n u crying.
juz went to finding nemo's website. lousy sia.. so little thing... hardly any gd wall papers to download. i'm so tired right now but not sleepy.. juz tired and bored. haiz.... i miss wilfred and thinking about havin to wait for so many hours more before hearing his voice and so many days more before seeing him.. abit sickening. wilfred called me at about 7 plus earlier on.. he was in a rush cos he say he hadda file in in about 5 minutes.. means he sneaked over to gimme a call... said he missed me and hung up soon after and called back at about 8:45pm.. he seem to be as emotional as before and made me say i love him repeatedly.... guess he must be really stressed out mentally n physically inside... i tried to be positive and told him about things to motivate him and cheer him up... told him abt the bag i bought and dat i wanna show him. told him abt the pic in my hp... told him i can stay over and kept asking him to be strong. after the call as usual i was in a daze, recalling the convo in my mind and having that want to cry. less this time but still have it. have pretty much been in a blurry state of mind for the whole day today and i don't know why.. i kept picturing wilfred's face in my mind and thinking back abt the weekend i spent at his hse and the times we spent being together...
haiz
#shinjuku's outing time keep changing too... and i'm headaching over wad to wear. getting a lil` sick of some of the lame jokes of [k]yori.. actually it ain't dat bad. onli thing is the joke abt my name. SO WAD if i'm called Maria? i'm proud to have that name. my aunt gave it to me and it's in my birth cert and i have people loving me. make this sure, dun u DARE generalise and gimme that fuckin lame joke about it being a maid's name. So What? they're human too. wad's so fuckin funny? i'm not laughing. let me catch u joke about my name again and i'll make sure u get a slap across ur face. let wilfred hear abt it and it'll be my turn laughing n u crying.
23 June 2003
i'm void of some emotions and because of that i'm feeling very aimless yet calm and therefore it frustrates me even more. i don't understand what i'm going through and what i am feeling nor do i know what they mean... i miss wilfred as much as i miss him every other day yet the usual emotional stirs and chest tightening feeling are gone. is it normal or is it not, i am not sure and i rather miss him if u were to ask me... with all the usual feeling. today... it's abit different. i don't love him any less yet i seem to be partially in a daze....
i went out with mum to parkway to get the foundation. maybelline. before we did that, we were at isetan, MANGO.. remembered shaikha telling me yesterday that mango was having a sale so i went over to have look.. tried out two tops but they weren't ideal. one was too big n baggy in a way and seem like it had a bad cutting and the other was nice but the folds and strips make my waist look thicker and "emphasized" too much on the breast.. and make it look like melons. yuck. hahahahah end up not buying any clothes but a sling bag for $13. it's quite a simple a neat bag. we went to charles n keith earlier on thinkin of getting a new pair of slippers since mine is almost dead but gave up since i can't find one that's suitable or i like.
ate at ajisen ramen with mum... apparently she wasn't hungry and only ate one tempura and the lady fingers. i had to finish up the ramen and another tempura. the soup base was quite tasty... in a salty way. seems too oily n filling a meal to have often. think i'll onli eat them every once in a long while..
was chatting online before i go out, with yifeng and kristi (my couz). found out some stuff abt her and also about my other couz. i might be interferring but i don't care. i only wan the best for them. pat is off to sydney & melbourne with her gf. lucky gal!! shai's stuck somewhere tutioning her cousin and i'm at home relaxing already.. will havta meet up with #shinjuku ppl on thursday for their mini-outing. most prob will bring the new bag, put some light make up and wear the new spag top my mum bought and dat's all. hope things will turn out fine. i'll leave early cos i wanna be able to catch wilfred's phone call. much as i said i'm void of some emotions, my mind keeps having the word "wilfred" pop up every now and then. i'm alwayz thinkin of him. perhaps i'm juz starting to get used to the fact that he is in camp.
i still havta write a japanese compo but not today. too lazy and tired. mebbe tuesday or wednesday then i do. was thinking of giving up already but mum ask me to finish this year at least so dat i can at least get my cert. guess i'll do juz dat. it's not the studying that's tough. it's the loneliness... studying the language alone with classmates of ages that is far apart frm mine, it's sickening sometimes. moreover it has been four years already.
tanya re-sent me the photo of me n wilfred in the form of mms to my sony ericsson hp. NICE! much much bigger and clearer and i adjusted the contrast so now i can see the picture more clearly. *smiles* so happy... can't wait to show it to wilfred. i set it as my hp's screensaver already.
haiz.... sleepy day....
i went out with mum to parkway to get the foundation. maybelline. before we did that, we were at isetan, MANGO.. remembered shaikha telling me yesterday that mango was having a sale so i went over to have look.. tried out two tops but they weren't ideal. one was too big n baggy in a way and seem like it had a bad cutting and the other was nice but the folds and strips make my waist look thicker and "emphasized" too much on the breast.. and make it look like melons. yuck. hahahahah end up not buying any clothes but a sling bag for $13. it's quite a simple a neat bag. we went to charles n keith earlier on thinkin of getting a new pair of slippers since mine is almost dead but gave up since i can't find one that's suitable or i like.
ate at ajisen ramen with mum... apparently she wasn't hungry and only ate one tempura and the lady fingers. i had to finish up the ramen and another tempura. the soup base was quite tasty... in a salty way. seems too oily n filling a meal to have often. think i'll onli eat them every once in a long while..
was chatting online before i go out, with yifeng and kristi (my couz). found out some stuff abt her and also about my other couz. i might be interferring but i don't care. i only wan the best for them. pat is off to sydney & melbourne with her gf. lucky gal!! shai's stuck somewhere tutioning her cousin and i'm at home relaxing already.. will havta meet up with #shinjuku ppl on thursday for their mini-outing. most prob will bring the new bag, put some light make up and wear the new spag top my mum bought and dat's all. hope things will turn out fine. i'll leave early cos i wanna be able to catch wilfred's phone call. much as i said i'm void of some emotions, my mind keeps having the word "wilfred" pop up every now and then. i'm alwayz thinkin of him. perhaps i'm juz starting to get used to the fact that he is in camp.
i still havta write a japanese compo but not today. too lazy and tired. mebbe tuesday or wednesday then i do. was thinking of giving up already but mum ask me to finish this year at least so dat i can at least get my cert. guess i'll do juz dat. it's not the studying that's tough. it's the loneliness... studying the language alone with classmates of ages that is far apart frm mine, it's sickening sometimes. moreover it has been four years already.
tanya re-sent me the photo of me n wilfred in the form of mms to my sony ericsson hp. NICE! much much bigger and clearer and i adjusted the contrast so now i can see the picture more clearly. *smiles* so happy... can't wait to show it to wilfred. i set it as my hp's screensaver already.
haiz.... sleepy day....
am sooooooooooooooo fuckin tired right now. hahaha
wilfred has gone back to camp already... technically it's already monday now lah so basically he went back last night at 8:45pm (slightly earlier) or so... shaikha WAS supposed to wait for me outside the camp after his dad drop him off at the camp but she forgot all abt me and the dad drove to send her home while i stupidly wait at the bus stop for five minutes before knowing she's gone and hadda go flag a cab to go back to boonlay mrt station hahaha sian sia.... me n wilfred took a cab down frm boonlay mrt stn to the camp then while we walked out it rained.. so he was thinking whether to go straight into the camp anot but then end up running to the bus stop. say he dun wan to juz abrubtly leave me lolz silly fella..... he kept holding on to my hand both at the station and in the mrt..... i feel.... so important? all thanks to him of cos..
he has been rather emotionally unstable when he got out.... can see that it affects him alot and how much he dreads to go back to camp and very attached to me cos he keep hugging n kissing me lots and stuff like that. broke dwn a few times... well, i feel irritated by my calmness cos i wanna be emotional somehow to juz hug him n all... i got hug lah but i was very sane n all... encouraging him, giving him support and then juz basically being there for him. was talking to mum awhile ago and will breaking this news to him later tonight. he'll be thrilled. mum say i can continue staying over at his place for the next two saturdays when he book out!!!!!!! i myself am so fuckin thrilled abt it am totally amazed with my mum n her understanding. i mean like, WHICH MUM WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE DAT BEFORE HITTING THE ROOF???
wilfred can be so cute n silly sometimes? cos usually he's the more logical and emotionally controlled one... now he is like a big baby and i'm the mama hen? lolz while he was packing up the last bit of his bag, he went over to his hi-fi where he kept all the stuff i gave him before for our annivasaries and all, and guess wad he was doing? taking the lil` pillow i sew for him with his name and words i love you on it and wanted to bring it to camp!! hahahaha i dont' know but i'm like enjoying the affection and enjoying the fact that he loves me so much more now and enjoying the fact that i'm so important to him... glad that he realised my effort in the relationship and no matter wad wrong he has done to hurt me in the past, it's over already. silly him grinned while telling me that he would usually count dwn to the days before he book out and then everyday the onli thing he wanna do is to call me and after he does so, he will go back to his bunk n stone hahah then his bunkmate will kacau by waving their hands infront of him ask him he ok anot. then another will say 'aiyah thinkin of gf lo...' then i duno he said once got one of his bunkmate ask him how come he so serious abt the r/s (he like stone so much). i was like very curious about wad he said then he grinned at me and said in japanese, kekkon (marriage). i was like HUH!? hahahaha he say he told the bunkmate he's serious abt the r/s and i'm the one he wanna get married with in the future. i was pretty shocked actually, happy too cos i do hope that our r/s last long term.
i picked him up on satuday and was outside his camp at 12pm. waited one hour cos he was one of the last few batch to be released haha sick sia wait under the sun for so long. then after that i saw him in his uniform all sweating n then he straightaway hold my hand n then we took a bus dwn to the mrt station to take train back. asked me if he stinks and whether i dare to hug him anot hahahaha well he didn't smell too bad lah... he dropped off at queenstown first to go home n bathe while i continued the journey to bugis junction cos i still have my japanese class. i was late for 20 minutes. luckily previously got ask lisa help me take note for last week cos i never go... =P
after class i rushed back to wilfred's place. he say he miss me ask me faster go back hahahaha siao one. when i got back we decided to go to choa chu kang to catch a movie n play some pool... met up with sano to play pool. hehehe wilfred suddenly on form sia then thrash all of us hahaha no fun one. me got sweaty palms!!!!! sian hahaha we didnt catch movie cos the timing all sux. after pool we wanted to go makan end up so sano went home first (went up wrong escalator haha) but end up we didn't eat at cck cos too crowded. we back to the nasi lemak stall at wil's hse nearby. he had fish n chip, i had chicken cutlet.
watched some tv and went back to wil's rm to talk. talked really quite alot and actually on our trip back frm cck juz now i was talking to wilfred alot, lotsa words of encouragement to make him more motivated and less moody about going back to camp. can see how much he dreads it. he was on the verge of breakdwn in the mrt but had to push back all his tears, fighting to keep his emotions in place. i guess no matter how strong n cheery he usually is, ns can really make a guy breakdwn. we talked quite abit and i finally managed to have him feel better and pull himself together and said that he will remember the words he said and not do anything in the future to hurt me. about 2+ he was already very tired so went to sleep. forget to mention, ziyan and yong an was in the hse lolz yong an keep makin fun of him.
slept next to him felt gd n it's nice snuggling up to him... haven't done that for quite awhile... kinda gives me that... secure feeling... i wore the new set of clothes mum bought haha he say like beach wear. the both of us wokeup at 10 in the morning and then washed up and all..... his mum was cookin in the kitchen so i helped iron his uniform. two sets haha i never iron clothes before so i was pretty tough for the first set but then i got used to it already then ironing the second set was easier. we had breakfast with his mum then after that later in the day we had his nails cut cos they were hideously dirty after training n abit too darn long... had them trimmed and then he was talking to terry on the phone cos abit long so i end up falling asleep next to him while waiting hahahaha..
i feel that our love is getting strong and stronger and i'm glad about that. we spent so much time juz being together for two days worth and i'm really happy and glad and contented and grateful... and.... i know we can get through this. and havin him so affectionate and want me so much definitely felt good too. sorta rekindled something that was fading away for a moment back then... now it's all coming back *smiles*
today is actually my mum's birthday? i got her a card and she got me a new shirt haha tml we'll be going to parkway to get my make up. jayce is actually in the same camp as wilfred? diff unit but also CD haha dat day he call me when i was waitin for wil and i was wondering who on earth is he.. wear specs n botak i dun recognize ah hahaha then oso met one of wilfred's fren in camp... some indian guy i think might be his bunkmate so shook hands with him. abt the SIA retrenchment thingy, wil's dad is safe haha
wilfred has gone back to camp already... technically it's already monday now lah so basically he went back last night at 8:45pm (slightly earlier) or so... shaikha WAS supposed to wait for me outside the camp after his dad drop him off at the camp but she forgot all abt me and the dad drove to send her home while i stupidly wait at the bus stop for five minutes before knowing she's gone and hadda go flag a cab to go back to boonlay mrt station hahaha sian sia.... me n wilfred took a cab down frm boonlay mrt stn to the camp then while we walked out it rained.. so he was thinking whether to go straight into the camp anot but then end up running to the bus stop. say he dun wan to juz abrubtly leave me lolz silly fella..... he kept holding on to my hand both at the station and in the mrt..... i feel.... so important? all thanks to him of cos..
he has been rather emotionally unstable when he got out.... can see that it affects him alot and how much he dreads to go back to camp and very attached to me cos he keep hugging n kissing me lots and stuff like that. broke dwn a few times... well, i feel irritated by my calmness cos i wanna be emotional somehow to juz hug him n all... i got hug lah but i was very sane n all... encouraging him, giving him support and then juz basically being there for him. was talking to mum awhile ago and will breaking this news to him later tonight. he'll be thrilled. mum say i can continue staying over at his place for the next two saturdays when he book out!!!!!!! i myself am so fuckin thrilled abt it am totally amazed with my mum n her understanding. i mean like, WHICH MUM WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE DAT BEFORE HITTING THE ROOF???
wilfred can be so cute n silly sometimes? cos usually he's the more logical and emotionally controlled one... now he is like a big baby and i'm the mama hen? lolz while he was packing up the last bit of his bag, he went over to his hi-fi where he kept all the stuff i gave him before for our annivasaries and all, and guess wad he was doing? taking the lil` pillow i sew for him with his name and words i love you on it and wanted to bring it to camp!! hahahaha i dont' know but i'm like enjoying the affection and enjoying the fact that he loves me so much more now and enjoying the fact that i'm so important to him... glad that he realised my effort in the relationship and no matter wad wrong he has done to hurt me in the past, it's over already. silly him grinned while telling me that he would usually count dwn to the days before he book out and then everyday the onli thing he wanna do is to call me and after he does so, he will go back to his bunk n stone hahah then his bunkmate will kacau by waving their hands infront of him ask him he ok anot. then another will say 'aiyah thinkin of gf lo...' then i duno he said once got one of his bunkmate ask him how come he so serious abt the r/s (he like stone so much). i was like very curious about wad he said then he grinned at me and said in japanese, kekkon (marriage). i was like HUH!? hahahaha he say he told the bunkmate he's serious abt the r/s and i'm the one he wanna get married with in the future. i was pretty shocked actually, happy too cos i do hope that our r/s last long term.
i picked him up on satuday and was outside his camp at 12pm. waited one hour cos he was one of the last few batch to be released haha sick sia wait under the sun for so long. then after that i saw him in his uniform all sweating n then he straightaway hold my hand n then we took a bus dwn to the mrt station to take train back. asked me if he stinks and whether i dare to hug him anot hahahaha well he didn't smell too bad lah... he dropped off at queenstown first to go home n bathe while i continued the journey to bugis junction cos i still have my japanese class. i was late for 20 minutes. luckily previously got ask lisa help me take note for last week cos i never go... =P
after class i rushed back to wilfred's place. he say he miss me ask me faster go back hahahaha siao one. when i got back we decided to go to choa chu kang to catch a movie n play some pool... met up with sano to play pool. hehehe wilfred suddenly on form sia then thrash all of us hahaha no fun one. me got sweaty palms!!!!! sian hahaha we didnt catch movie cos the timing all sux. after pool we wanted to go makan end up so sano went home first (went up wrong escalator haha) but end up we didn't eat at cck cos too crowded. we back to the nasi lemak stall at wil's hse nearby. he had fish n chip, i had chicken cutlet.
watched some tv and went back to wil's rm to talk. talked really quite alot and actually on our trip back frm cck juz now i was talking to wilfred alot, lotsa words of encouragement to make him more motivated and less moody about going back to camp. can see how much he dreads it. he was on the verge of breakdwn in the mrt but had to push back all his tears, fighting to keep his emotions in place. i guess no matter how strong n cheery he usually is, ns can really make a guy breakdwn. we talked quite abit and i finally managed to have him feel better and pull himself together and said that he will remember the words he said and not do anything in the future to hurt me. about 2+ he was already very tired so went to sleep. forget to mention, ziyan and yong an was in the hse lolz yong an keep makin fun of him.
slept next to him felt gd n it's nice snuggling up to him... haven't done that for quite awhile... kinda gives me that... secure feeling... i wore the new set of clothes mum bought haha he say like beach wear. the both of us wokeup at 10 in the morning and then washed up and all..... his mum was cookin in the kitchen so i helped iron his uniform. two sets haha i never iron clothes before so i was pretty tough for the first set but then i got used to it already then ironing the second set was easier. we had breakfast with his mum then after that later in the day we had his nails cut cos they were hideously dirty after training n abit too darn long... had them trimmed and then he was talking to terry on the phone cos abit long so i end up falling asleep next to him while waiting hahahaha..
i feel that our love is getting strong and stronger and i'm glad about that. we spent so much time juz being together for two days worth and i'm really happy and glad and contented and grateful... and.... i know we can get through this. and havin him so affectionate and want me so much definitely felt good too. sorta rekindled something that was fading away for a moment back then... now it's all coming back *smiles*
today is actually my mum's birthday? i got her a card and she got me a new shirt haha tml we'll be going to parkway to get my make up. jayce is actually in the same camp as wilfred? diff unit but also CD haha dat day he call me when i was waitin for wil and i was wondering who on earth is he.. wear specs n botak i dun recognize ah hahaha then oso met one of wilfred's fren in camp... some indian guy i think might be his bunkmate so shook hands with him. abt the SIA retrenchment thingy, wil's dad is safe haha
**stares at computer with hatred in the eyes**
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STUPID THANG! CANT YA WORK PROPERLY! WASSUP WITH DA VIRUSES? AIN'T U GOT BETTAH THANGS TA DO BUT`TA FUCK MUH PC UP?
ok it's not that bad such as comp crashing or hanging or something but still! it pisses me off to know that i have some kinda virus lurkin in my comp down in the restore folder or something..... then another two more joke virus that is not infectious but stupid n lame to exist.
was away eating the pepper crab dat bought back while sano sends me a file. end up kana virus duno bcos of him, or bcos of something else.... like a webbie or somefink. apparently i got a alert for virus and repaired the file but then again my norton antivirus is obsolete so i went to the recommended webbie of iman to scan my comp n end up with three infected file. two of joke one of duno wad PC something something...... MENDOKUSEI! (irritating)
was bothering uchu and sano and lionel on the phone, whining n blabbering rubbish to lionel while i scanned my computer for the duno how mani "XXth" times.
tried diverting my frustrations to blaming bryan for not coming muh hse to peipei (accompany) me thus havin me use the comp ask kana-ing virus. ALL BRYAN'S FAULT! *pout*
stupid stupid stupid stupid thing. hate it when i duno computer stuff well to judge the seriousness of the viruses. juz noe one thing and that one thing is dat i hate viruses and hate the idea of my comp dying in anyway.
ok make mysef happy. dad gav me $50 (ki-chink!) to sponsor me to buy my make up. WAAAAAAAAH
actually i needed onli like em..... $20? i'm not gonna use it all anyway. gonna save it up or giv it back. see how bwahaha or mebbe i'll set my eyes on something new hahaha
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STUPID THANG! CANT YA WORK PROPERLY! WASSUP WITH DA VIRUSES? AIN'T U GOT BETTAH THANGS TA DO BUT`TA FUCK MUH PC UP?
ok it's not that bad such as comp crashing or hanging or something but still! it pisses me off to know that i have some kinda virus lurkin in my comp down in the restore folder or something..... then another two more joke virus that is not infectious but stupid n lame to exist.
was away eating the pepper crab dat bought back while sano sends me a file. end up kana virus duno bcos of him, or bcos of something else.... like a webbie or somefink. apparently i got a alert for virus and repaired the file but then again my norton antivirus is obsolete so i went to the recommended webbie of iman to scan my comp n end up with three infected file. two of joke one of duno wad PC something something...... MENDOKUSEI! (irritating)
was bothering uchu and sano and lionel on the phone, whining n blabbering rubbish to lionel while i scanned my computer for the duno how mani "XXth" times.
tried diverting my frustrations to blaming bryan for not coming muh hse to peipei (accompany) me thus havin me use the comp ask kana-ing virus. ALL BRYAN'S FAULT! *pout*
stupid stupid stupid stupid thing. hate it when i duno computer stuff well to judge the seriousness of the viruses. juz noe one thing and that one thing is dat i hate viruses and hate the idea of my comp dying in anyway.
ok make mysef happy. dad gav me $50 (ki-chink!) to sponsor me to buy my make up. WAAAAAAAAH
actually i needed onli like em..... $20? i'm not gonna use it all anyway. gonna save it up or giv it back. see how bwahaha or mebbe i'll set my eyes on something new hahaha
20 June 2003
WhEeEeE!!!!!!!!!!!! wilfred called me up and we were talkin talkin
and they i asked him if he hafta book in by 10 on sunday issit (i mean morning)
and he says, :"no, is 9" i was like........HAR!!! SO EARLY!!! then he "no no... is 9pm"
**DOINK** hahahahahha
wheeeeeeeee that mean i get one day more with him
i soooooooooo happie waaaaah
*beams*
wah he call me very early today
and wad's more he called me at 7 plus juz now....
i juz got back from the market *heng*
after buying facial wash for tml, his ciggie, lighter and also a phonecard.
so happie!! tml can see him already!!!
he very silly one.. even tell me what he wanna see me wear tml..
apparently he likes that sleeveless top my mum bought ALOT!
haha
it's frm bum equipment n a very simple lookin top....
duno why he like it so much also
wah i'm so happy right now haha..
okok i go bathe n pack up for tomorrow heehee
gonna stay over! whee!
and they i asked him if he hafta book in by 10 on sunday issit (i mean morning)
and he says, :"no, is 9" i was like........HAR!!! SO EARLY!!! then he "no no... is 9pm"
**DOINK** hahahahahha
wheeeeeeeee that mean i get one day more with him
i soooooooooo happie waaaaah
*beams*
wah he call me very early today
and wad's more he called me at 7 plus juz now....
i juz got back from the market *heng*
after buying facial wash for tml, his ciggie, lighter and also a phonecard.
so happie!! tml can see him already!!!
he very silly one.. even tell me what he wanna see me wear tml..
apparently he likes that sleeveless top my mum bought ALOT!
haha
it's frm bum equipment n a very simple lookin top....
duno why he like it so much also
wah i'm so happy right now haha..
okok i go bathe n pack up for tomorrow heehee
gonna stay over! whee!
i feel so silly having this choking feeling again.
watching some japanese drama on tv right now by tomoya nagase as a jpop star but lives as a married man in secret. sorta to keep his marriage and family matters hush hush. make me think of wilfred when i see him and his wife. the wife is a very cute lady. i miss wilfred. and i miss hugging him. haiz. today we talked even less than the other days i think. he called me early today. at 9pm.
i had my mens i think.
*raise eyebrow*
watching some japanese drama on tv right now by tomoya nagase as a jpop star but lives as a married man in secret. sorta to keep his marriage and family matters hush hush. make me think of wilfred when i see him and his wife. the wife is a very cute lady. i miss wilfred. and i miss hugging him. haiz. today we talked even less than the other days i think. he called me early today. at 9pm.
i had my mens i think.
*raise eyebrow*
19 June 2003
Met up with sano and iman at parkway's BK at about nearly 2pm in the afternoon. the weather is a killer. so hot. we were supposed to meet up at 1.30pm actually but iman came late to meet sano and that stupid boy forgot to tell me they going down to parkway frm paya lebar oredi so i didn't go down on time to catch the bus and ended up waiting for 10 minutes or so. we walked around to the photoshop to develop the pictures of our outing and then went inside to look at the stuff of Cargo. Quite expensive the things there. ikea-wanna-be. haha we got our stuff from cold storage, but the only let down was that there isn't any butterhead lettuce available so we have to juz simply buy the farmer's pick. so expensive. i saw stone washes potato!! hee this time no need waste time peeling them. hmmmmm we chose our stuff and i paid first... i wanted to get the bacon stick to eat but they don't have any already... i keep wanting to eat ajisen ramen when i pass by it hahaha
we went into watson to hav a look around while i looked at the maybelline foundation, sano was lookin at some face-related lotion duno wad thing and iman was painting her nails with the testers. different colour on each finger haha as i showed the two of them the foundation i want, there was this stupid auntie. if she haven't said the last line, accusing us of barging in, i wouldn't have been so bothered. STUPID AUNTIE.
we went on to my hse and made the salad. chopped up the potato and sano was lookin after it. then iman was doing the pasta while i was preparing the vege and carrots.... washing them up. i mixed the salad dressing with the vegetables first then added tomato and carrot in. then the potato. i kinda regret chucking it into the salad bowl so quickly cos it's still hot and it kinda cooked the tomatoes... haiz. the pasta was gd. small and soft YUMMAY!
both of them had two servings. i had one only haha left the rest in the fridge. they kinda left already by now cos iman have to go home to see this cousin of hers and she installed photoshop v.7 for me already. it looks kinda complicated and i'm lazy to check out the help so i guess i'll have to slowly play around with it. was playing with the brushes and the burning tool, then trying out shadow and highlight.... have no idea how to use the layer properly yet but i'll slowly work with it.
now my eyes r kinda tired and it's already 6+ in the afternoon. another 3 and a half hours before wilfred can call me. think i'll go play some game, eat salad, watch tv and hope time pass faster haha
we went into watson to hav a look around while i looked at the maybelline foundation, sano was lookin at some face-related lotion duno wad thing and iman was painting her nails with the testers. different colour on each finger haha as i showed the two of them the foundation i want, there was this stupid auntie. if she haven't said the last line, accusing us of barging in, i wouldn't have been so bothered. STUPID AUNTIE.
we went on to my hse and made the salad. chopped up the potato and sano was lookin after it. then iman was doing the pasta while i was preparing the vege and carrots.... washing them up. i mixed the salad dressing with the vegetables first then added tomato and carrot in. then the potato. i kinda regret chucking it into the salad bowl so quickly cos it's still hot and it kinda cooked the tomatoes... haiz. the pasta was gd. small and soft YUMMAY!
both of them had two servings. i had one only haha left the rest in the fridge. they kinda left already by now cos iman have to go home to see this cousin of hers and she installed photoshop v.7 for me already. it looks kinda complicated and i'm lazy to check out the help so i guess i'll have to slowly play around with it. was playing with the brushes and the burning tool, then trying out shadow and highlight.... have no idea how to use the layer properly yet but i'll slowly work with it.
now my eyes r kinda tired and it's already 6+ in the afternoon. another 3 and a half hours before wilfred can call me. think i'll go play some game, eat salad, watch tv and hope time pass faster haha
Changed the link of My Sentiments to another hosting site cos i lost the password for that geocities account.
Bounce Back
Yeah
It blew my mind in to a million pieces
Pushed You aside
And still You got my back
(Chapter 1, Page 1)
This is the part where I got weak
Fell in too deep
Every day and night got
Caught up in the hype
Started getting rough but
'Cause you showed me love I'm gonna..
Chorus:
Bounce, bounce back
Shake it off, get right on track
I'm moving on
Gotta put it in the past
Bounce, bounce back
Snap your fingers and just like that
I let it go
Gotta let it fade to black
Like a river
Cry all my tears
I have to swim through it
Dry it off, I'm outta here
Bounce, bounce back
Shake it off, I'm right on track
I'll be moving on
Bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce back x2
Another day, still playas out to run game
Trying to make me flow
To places I don't roll
(Chapter two, page two)
Happening again
Like d����vu
But it's brand new
Testing my faith
I won't make the same mistakes
So Playa' you can drop the drama
I Flipped the script and Now I'm gonna
Chorus
Yo, You've been down since the day I've found You
There ain't no way that I can do without You
It's off the chain the way I feel about You
I know I feel astray believe me when I say
This time, this time
I'm gonna be strong
This time, I'm gonna hold on
All this time, I'm gonna, when you forgive a wrong
I'm leaving it alone
Gonna be bounce, bounce, bounce, bouncing on
Bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce back x4
Chorus
Stacie Orrico
Yeah
It blew my mind in to a million pieces
Pushed You aside
And still You got my back
(Chapter 1, Page 1)
This is the part where I got weak
Fell in too deep
Every day and night got
Caught up in the hype
Started getting rough but
'Cause you showed me love I'm gonna..
Chorus:
Bounce, bounce back
Shake it off, get right on track
I'm moving on
Gotta put it in the past
Bounce, bounce back
Snap your fingers and just like that
I let it go
Gotta let it fade to black
Like a river
Cry all my tears
I have to swim through it
Dry it off, I'm outta here
Bounce, bounce back
Shake it off, I'm right on track
I'll be moving on
Bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce back x2
Another day, still playas out to run game
Trying to make me flow
To places I don't roll
(Chapter two, page two)
Happening again
Like d����vu
But it's brand new
Testing my faith
I won't make the same mistakes
So Playa' you can drop the drama
I Flipped the script and Now I'm gonna
Chorus
Yo, You've been down since the day I've found You
There ain't no way that I can do without You
It's off the chain the way I feel about You
I know I feel astray believe me when I say
This time, this time
I'm gonna be strong
This time, I'm gonna hold on
All this time, I'm gonna, when you forgive a wrong
I'm leaving it alone
Gonna be bounce, bounce, bounce, bouncing on
Bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce back x4
Chorus
Stacie Orrico
18 June 2003
he called!! he called!!!!
*koff* sorry.. am abit overjoyed after wilfred called.
he say he queued up very long just to call me.
lights out at 10pm, i woke up since 12.30 and waited nearly 9 hrs
for him to call me and have a 2 minutes phone call
resulting in my crying. fantastic way to spend my day huh?
haiz.
at least can hear his voice! heh! *happy*
i hear my boy so ke lian i heart pain sial... haiz haiz
tml another day.... still got 2 day before saturday..
guess i really muz let myself adapt to days without him
being able to talk to me or i'll go nuts pretty soon
there was this constant fear as the time draw near for him to call.
i was afraid he might not call. mebbe too tired, too busy or something
then the phone rang and my heart stopped. he called.
first thing he apologised, then i asked abt him being fine anot,
he had problem sleeping last night.
since he normally sleep at wee hours, asking him to sleep at 10pm is tough
moreover, he has insomia sometimes... am really worried.
many guys told me, army can make the toughest guy cry if they want.
didn't know how bad CD could be, now i know.
wil seem to be getting quite abit of culture shock and all...
had prob sleeping and ended up crying himself to slp..
having a big guy like him to shed tears is so damn rare.
yet one day in ns and it's so tough already. *sigh*
i really missed him alot... can't wait for saturday to come
yet sunday morning he have to go back in again....
so fast!!!!!!! this is so sick..
he woke up since 5 am this morning to have all the physical training
can't talk much so i'm not sure with the details.
basically it's juz a call to let both of us noe that we're fine.
i believe this really made our relationship stronger.
i can hear that he missed me alot too cos he say that lotsa time on the phone
and i told him lotsa times too....
arghhhh my mind is in a mess.... tml sano n iman coming over to make salad.
friday duno wad to do to kill time. week after wil returns, whole week duno do wad.
shit
*koff* sorry.. am abit overjoyed after wilfred called.
he say he queued up very long just to call me.
lights out at 10pm, i woke up since 12.30 and waited nearly 9 hrs
for him to call me and have a 2 minutes phone call
resulting in my crying. fantastic way to spend my day huh?
haiz.
at least can hear his voice! heh! *happy*
i hear my boy so ke lian i heart pain sial... haiz haiz
tml another day.... still got 2 day before saturday..
guess i really muz let myself adapt to days without him
being able to talk to me or i'll go nuts pretty soon
there was this constant fear as the time draw near for him to call.
i was afraid he might not call. mebbe too tired, too busy or something
then the phone rang and my heart stopped. he called.
first thing he apologised, then i asked abt him being fine anot,
he had problem sleeping last night.
since he normally sleep at wee hours, asking him to sleep at 10pm is tough
moreover, he has insomia sometimes... am really worried.
many guys told me, army can make the toughest guy cry if they want.
didn't know how bad CD could be, now i know.
wil seem to be getting quite abit of culture shock and all...
had prob sleeping and ended up crying himself to slp..
having a big guy like him to shed tears is so damn rare.
yet one day in ns and it's so tough already. *sigh*
i really missed him alot... can't wait for saturday to come
yet sunday morning he have to go back in again....
so fast!!!!!!! this is so sick..
he woke up since 5 am this morning to have all the physical training
can't talk much so i'm not sure with the details.
basically it's juz a call to let both of us noe that we're fine.
i believe this really made our relationship stronger.
i can hear that he missed me alot too cos he say that lotsa time on the phone
and i told him lotsa times too....
arghhhh my mind is in a mess.... tml sano n iman coming over to make salad.
friday duno wad to do to kill time. week after wil returns, whole week duno do wad.
shit
he called up twice.
once on the normal queueing one.
talked for about less than 1 minute.
he sounded abit diff on the phone mebbe cos mani ppl ard
he had to queue up.
they didn't distribute phone card! damn!
so he hadda go borrow frm someone
then quick quick talk quick quick ask how he is
then he say todae water parade
gotta slp at 10+ wake at 5am. my goodness.
then after that exchanged well wishes and he hung up.
nearly cried.
tot that was the last call but end up he called me back again
about... half n hour later or so.
was emotional and stuff.
gave him encouragement
and he was near to breaking dwn.
say he miss me and all.
feel so heart pain sia.
when he come out i'll get a phonecard for him.
i'll be staying over at his hse on saturday to accompany him
once on the normal queueing one.
talked for about less than 1 minute.
he sounded abit diff on the phone mebbe cos mani ppl ard
he had to queue up.
they didn't distribute phone card! damn!
so he hadda go borrow frm someone
then quick quick talk quick quick ask how he is
then he say todae water parade
gotta slp at 10+ wake at 5am. my goodness.
then after that exchanged well wishes and he hung up.
nearly cried.
tot that was the last call but end up he called me back again
about... half n hour later or so.
was emotional and stuff.
gave him encouragement
and he was near to breaking dwn.
say he miss me and all.
feel so heart pain sia.
when he come out i'll get a phonecard for him.
i'll be staying over at his hse on saturday to accompany him
17 June 2003
i miss wilfred.
much as i tried to keep myself busy, which i successfully did for 6 hours
i have been missing him all along.
i wanna hear his voice but i can't
have to tahan for 3 days.
well, at least better than 3 whole weeks..
i miss him even in his botak head. geez. he so cute i tell u.. in botak head.
i wonder how's he doing now. mebbe making friends
mebbe training
or hearing some old man talk non stop about what challenges they muz face
blah blah blah
or mebbe he's juz lying dwn on his bunk? (unlikely)
or gorging himself with food??? hahahha
haiz
i have his voice ringing at the back of my head.
hearing him call me every now and then
i'm not actually sad.... haha but like... hm..
fidgety haha
much as i tried to keep myself busy, which i successfully did for 6 hours
i have been missing him all along.
i wanna hear his voice but i can't
have to tahan for 3 days.
well, at least better than 3 whole weeks..
i miss him even in his botak head. geez. he so cute i tell u.. in botak head.
i wonder how's he doing now. mebbe making friends
mebbe training
or hearing some old man talk non stop about what challenges they muz face
blah blah blah
or mebbe he's juz lying dwn on his bunk? (unlikely)
or gorging himself with food??? hahahha
haiz
i have his voice ringing at the back of my head.
hearing him call me every now and then
i'm not actually sad.... haha but like... hm..
fidgety haha
was supposed to wake up at 8am today but stupid dad called and woke me up at 7.30 asking for mum on the phone. apparently i was pretty blur and angry that i got woken up and also mum is no where in sight so i told him mum wasn't ard and he hung up. hmm.. mum went downstairs to buy the lock and hot dog for me to bring to wilfred later when i go over. lolz seem like she quite sayang him oso haha.. i left asap... accidentally woke him up at 8am cos i tot he told me he waking then but he say he shld be at 8.45am instead *opps*
although i left asap, i didn't quite reach there asap. it was raining cats n dogs n cows n chickens and then i got soaked, my jeans got soaked, my hair is in a mess and it was so darn cold. so crowded in the bus so crowded in the mrt, stupid ppl around, no seat for me *SIGH* haha but i wasn't in a foul mood at all so that's cool. when i reached wilfred's hse he came dwn to fetch me frm his back gate and on our way upstairs i hugged him. nearly cried but didn't haha
apparently his mum didn't cook any breakfast for him. juz gav him $ and that's it. wun even be sending him off later. sux. my mum was so surprised when she heard abt that too. she told me to withdraw money for him to bring in. see? my mama pamper him dun pamper me liao *jealous*
i'll met shaikha while at the camp cos maha (her bf) was there too!! and his mum n his dad hahahaha had talked to his mum a while. looks young. the both of us were so happy when we heard that they can go home every saturyday!!!! WOO! hahahaha all my wasted tears in the mrt hahaha oh shucks all the sitting in the shuttlebus, going into the camp, hearing the recruits say the oath, see some botak, see the officers... bla bla.... weird experience man. hm after some long yadda yadda talks, finally it's done but we dun get to talk to them one last time or something *sobx sobx* and so me n shaikha took off by taking the shuttle bus dwn to chinese garden mrt stn then going home.
sucha long day. it's pretty cooling right now... so i guess i'm gonna slack at home. the 'saturday can go home' thingy sure made me cheerier. actually today got #shinjuku outing and sano's there hahaha but i guess i'm not joining. he'll be over with iman at my hse to make salad this thurs. wish us lucks... my hse too hahahaa...
although i left asap, i didn't quite reach there asap. it was raining cats n dogs n cows n chickens and then i got soaked, my jeans got soaked, my hair is in a mess and it was so darn cold. so crowded in the bus so crowded in the mrt, stupid ppl around, no seat for me *SIGH* haha but i wasn't in a foul mood at all so that's cool. when i reached wilfred's hse he came dwn to fetch me frm his back gate and on our way upstairs i hugged him. nearly cried but didn't haha
apparently his mum didn't cook any breakfast for him. juz gav him $ and that's it. wun even be sending him off later. sux. my mum was so surprised when she heard abt that too. she told me to withdraw money for him to bring in. see? my mama pamper him dun pamper me liao *jealous*
i'll met shaikha while at the camp cos maha (her bf) was there too!! and his mum n his dad hahahaha had talked to his mum a while. looks young. the both of us were so happy when we heard that they can go home every saturyday!!!! WOO! hahahaha all my wasted tears in the mrt hahaha oh shucks all the sitting in the shuttlebus, going into the camp, hearing the recruits say the oath, see some botak, see the officers... bla bla.... weird experience man. hm after some long yadda yadda talks, finally it's done but we dun get to talk to them one last time or something *sobx sobx* and so me n shaikha took off by taking the shuttle bus dwn to chinese garden mrt stn then going home.
sucha long day. it's pretty cooling right now... so i guess i'm gonna slack at home. the 'saturday can go home' thingy sure made me cheerier. actually today got #shinjuku outing and sano's there hahaha but i guess i'm not joining. he'll be over with iman at my hse to make salad this thurs. wish us lucks... my hse too hahahaa...
wilfred will be going into Civil Defence for 3 weeks at 11am.
so i gotta wake up at 8am and get to his place by 9.45am
after that, i wun be seeing him until 3 weeks time
except, for family visiting day and occasional phone calls
HAIZ. am trying to fight back all the feelings i have
and tell myself that he will be fine and we will be fine
and that three weeks will soon be over.
the only thing i was worried
is that if our affections will be lessened.
but his answer surprised me though.
said that it will onli strengthen cos he will how much he nids me
and how much he misses me.
i'll keep those words to help me go thro this 3 weeks.
gambarimasu!
oh yes btw, he's botak oredi haha.
takes some getting used to.
i went to novena with him to meet up with tanya
cos she nid to do something with her hp
then we went n hav dinner.. walked ard..
and she kept teasing him abt his hair haha
so i gotta wake up at 8am and get to his place by 9.45am
after that, i wun be seeing him until 3 weeks time
except, for family visiting day and occasional phone calls
HAIZ. am trying to fight back all the feelings i have
and tell myself that he will be fine and we will be fine
and that three weeks will soon be over.
the only thing i was worried
is that if our affections will be lessened.
but his answer surprised me though.
said that it will onli strengthen cos he will how much he nids me
and how much he misses me.
i'll keep those words to help me go thro this 3 weeks.
gambarimasu!
oh yes btw, he's botak oredi haha.
takes some getting used to.
i went to novena with him to meet up with tanya
cos she nid to do something with her hp
then we went n hav dinner.. walked ard..
and she kept teasing him abt his hair haha
16 June 2003
i just got home about 15 minutes ago from the #haiz outing. nothing spectacular except a couple of regulars there. basically the people who were there was wendy (aiko), arayden, sano, uchu, iman (mizoe), wilfred and I. we took some photos too. i must say, aray slimmed down lots!!!!! hahahaha hmmm we took some group photos and all and i HOPE that the photos will turn out fine cos the camera is old and i'm not too sure how strong the batteries are inside. has been in there for quite long already. opps!
about later i'll go develop the film or something....
we guys met up at spinelli there today. cos i was kinda sick, when i was on the bus trip to orchard i felt really sick and wobbly as i struggled to walk to sommerset mrt stn the newsppr stall there to look for wilfred. cos i scared i collapse or something haha he say i look fine but frm the way i walked i was pretty wobbly. i called him up at 9am in the morning since i couldn't slp since 8am and then after that he got really anxious and gave me medicine and make me eat them every once in awhile. pills to curb vomiting. and then after that we guys met awhile, took some pictures and then aiko had to go to church and left at about 3pm or so. the rest of us went on to lucky plaza to play pool at mambo hahaa i thrashed sano!!!! yay!!!!! then we played about..... and hour plus of pool. even had a tag team match haha! sanosuke team and ikebukuro team! we won! bwahwahhawa.... wilfred i save the match cos i managed to put in quite a few of the vital balls. hm i had abit of fever while at mambo..... the aircon was very cold too. i borrowed iman's shirt to wear awhile. then wilfred made me take the fever pill. we left mambo and walked to taka and i think the walking helped cos soon i perspired and no longer had fever. i love wilfred so much and he has been so sweet today haha taking care of me. we all went to yoshinoya and ate there while i packed a yakiniku rice burger frm MOS over to eat haha then we went to kino and hanged out there for quite a long while. was reading this hamster bk with wilfred and then horoscope bk with iman n sano hahaha....
we guys sat outside taka for awhile, took some pictures and then slowly walked towards sommerset to go home cos i was feeling very very sleepy and tired. dozed off quite a few times while sitting dwn and reading something or while wilfred was reading something. i went over to his house and slept for about 1 hour plus... it was a very very deep but sastifying sleep. then he snuggled in and slept for awhile.....drooled!!! hahahaha he's so cute. then after that we went downstairs n sit awhile by the pool before i left for home. mum called while i was walking towards the mrt. she'll be packing soup n rice for wil later. i was smsing with sano n wilfred while on the mrt.
about later i'll go develop the film or something....
we guys met up at spinelli there today. cos i was kinda sick, when i was on the bus trip to orchard i felt really sick and wobbly as i struggled to walk to sommerset mrt stn the newsppr stall there to look for wilfred. cos i scared i collapse or something haha he say i look fine but frm the way i walked i was pretty wobbly. i called him up at 9am in the morning since i couldn't slp since 8am and then after that he got really anxious and gave me medicine and make me eat them every once in awhile. pills to curb vomiting. and then after that we guys met awhile, took some pictures and then aiko had to go to church and left at about 3pm or so. the rest of us went on to lucky plaza to play pool at mambo hahaa i thrashed sano!!!! yay!!!!! then we played about..... and hour plus of pool. even had a tag team match haha! sanosuke team and ikebukuro team! we won! bwahwahhawa.... wilfred i save the match cos i managed to put in quite a few of the vital balls. hm i had abit of fever while at mambo..... the aircon was very cold too. i borrowed iman's shirt to wear awhile. then wilfred made me take the fever pill. we left mambo and walked to taka and i think the walking helped cos soon i perspired and no longer had fever. i love wilfred so much and he has been so sweet today haha taking care of me. we all went to yoshinoya and ate there while i packed a yakiniku rice burger frm MOS over to eat haha then we went to kino and hanged out there for quite a long while. was reading this hamster bk with wilfred and then horoscope bk with iman n sano hahaha....
we guys sat outside taka for awhile, took some pictures and then slowly walked towards sommerset to go home cos i was feeling very very sleepy and tired. dozed off quite a few times while sitting dwn and reading something or while wilfred was reading something. i went over to his house and slept for about 1 hour plus... it was a very very deep but sastifying sleep. then he snuggled in and slept for awhile.....drooled!!! hahahaha he's so cute. then after that we went downstairs n sit awhile by the pool before i left for home. mum called while i was walking towards the mrt. she'll be packing soup n rice for wil later. i was smsing with sano n wilfred while on the mrt.
15 June 2003
am feeling sorta better now but am wobbly cos of the insufficient sleep... *wobbles ard the rm* and i still gotta go out for the outing later hur hur hope i'll be fine. i took some medication meant for gastric cramps bwaahawhaha hope it works in getting the crap out of my stomach and the nausea too. mebbe i'll nap for a couple of minutes. stomach is irritating urgh..
urgh........
"somebody SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE ME!!!" smallville song
hahaha..
its 8 plus in the morning damn it!
and i'm up! not at will somemore!!!
i'm feeling nauseaus everytime i lie down.. slept at 3+ until about 7 and climbed out of bed soon after to use the loo n stuff... argh this diarrhoea thing is so irritating. no... it's not that bad cos i dun haf the stomachache.. this nausea thingy is the irritating one. URGH...!!!!
"somebody SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE ME!!!" smallville song
hahaha..
its 8 plus in the morning damn it!
and i'm up! not at will somemore!!!
i'm feeling nauseaus everytime i lie down.. slept at 3+ until about 7 and climbed out of bed soon after to use the loo n stuff... argh this diarrhoea thing is so irritating. no... it's not that bad cos i dun haf the stomachache.. this nausea thingy is the irritating one. URGH...!!!!
14 June 2003
wilfred is better now i think?
he sounds slightly better except a little tired out so he went to take a nap. i'm supposed to wake him up an hour later. juz in case he subconciously off his phone again he placed both the hp and house phone in the rm next to him hahahaha fukai kor hp line no more!!!!!!! @%#%$%^#% neber tell mweee.. make me waste many sms hahahaha asking him if he going for the haiz outing alamak... hopefully, tml's outing will be gd. i'm bring camera.... hahahah film will be sponsored wahahha so i save money on that.
bleah. couple more days wilfred going ns
this is bad.
how m i to spend 3 weeks not seeing him!!! oh my goodness...
haiz haiz haiz
somemore eat into my sip...
aiyoh..
*go siao*
he sounds slightly better except a little tired out so he went to take a nap. i'm supposed to wake him up an hour later. juz in case he subconciously off his phone again he placed both the hp and house phone in the rm next to him hahahaha fukai kor hp line no more!!!!!!! @%#%$%^#% neber tell mweee.. make me waste many sms hahahaha asking him if he going for the haiz outing alamak... hopefully, tml's outing will be gd. i'm bring camera.... hahahah film will be sponsored wahahha so i save money on that.
bleah. couple more days wilfred going ns
this is bad.
how m i to spend 3 weeks not seeing him!!! oh my goodness...
haiz haiz haiz
somemore eat into my sip...
aiyoh..
*go siao*
juz got back from a one day stay at wilfred's house.
he was sick on thursday night.. running fever.. diarrhoea n all n i dragged him to the doctor.
his was running a high temperature of 38.8 degrees and the doc says he hav gastric flu.
ate some medicine and i was prepared to stay as long as it takes me but thank god
he recovered pretty fast and the fever was gone soon after.
only thing was that his diarrhoea got worse.
the next day which was friday, i got up and left to go his house straightaway
cos he asked me to. say he wanna see me asap lolz
i reached there about sometime 3+ in the afternoon
and then in the evening we went to tiong bahru to watch ju-on
surprisingly, tiong bahru seems rather crowded and quite a number of shops
to walk ard and also, lotsa gd eateries. mostly restaurants which i've never heard
off... ju-on sux? sorta... haha okok... the scare factor is definitely there.
nonetheless but then again, the story line is very confusing.
the ending is even more ambiguous. i doubt anyone in the cinema understood it.
worse, cos there were little ppl watching the show and there was this bunch
of kids.. mainly some stupid beng n lian i think, lower secondary school one..
and they kepy moving up n forth, changing seats or runnin up n dwn
the aisle to sit. fucked up sia...
then for dinner, me n wil had steamboat which i sorta regret letting him eat
cos.... i'm wondering if it worsened his diarrhoea. he went to toilet many times
and got very frustrated about it... and moody of course...
then at night juz before we go slp, we watched some programme on the
discovery channel.. the host was pretty funny. lotsa facial expression haha
today..... he was still frustrated over the diarrhoea of which luckily
after awhile of lying on the bed, he seems alittle better...
sano smsed him saying that some band in the gig dwn at orchard
was playing mongol800's "anata ni" so he got reallie excited and
decided to head dwn to orchard. sadly, that performance ended
and we got dwn, it was all juz plain visual rock which was boring
the vocal r gd... but well.... too much visual rock is irritating
so we left haha.. sano n hong was there at first but then soon they ran off
saying go toilet. at first i tot they'll be coming back but fred called em up
and they say they going to borders. mebbe it's juz me but i'm not v used
to this kinda take off and u duno they took off kinda thing. end up duno we
came dwn to orchard for wad fuck haha so we left and went back hm instead
wilfred starting getting abit moody but still ok....
till he got home and chatted with aiko online and we hit a certain topic
he got very heated up and really moody. stressed out by ns and all
he broke dwn. i tried to keep my cool and understand that he is stressed and
frustrated and was there for him until he told me he needed time alone
and asked me to go home. mebbe i dun understand except that i know i shld
give him some time to cool off n think on his own. but on another hand i can't
help feeling sad cos i spent so much time taking care of him while he's sick n all
then he got worked up and i was sent off. like...... chinese it's call "da fa zou"..
so yeah feeling kinda fucked up but i'll live. juz hope everything's fine and that
he'll be fine too...
he was sick on thursday night.. running fever.. diarrhoea n all n i dragged him to the doctor.
his was running a high temperature of 38.8 degrees and the doc says he hav gastric flu.
ate some medicine and i was prepared to stay as long as it takes me but thank god
he recovered pretty fast and the fever was gone soon after.
only thing was that his diarrhoea got worse.
the next day which was friday, i got up and left to go his house straightaway
cos he asked me to. say he wanna see me asap lolz
i reached there about sometime 3+ in the afternoon
and then in the evening we went to tiong bahru to watch ju-on
surprisingly, tiong bahru seems rather crowded and quite a number of shops
to walk ard and also, lotsa gd eateries. mostly restaurants which i've never heard
off... ju-on sux? sorta... haha okok... the scare factor is definitely there.
nonetheless but then again, the story line is very confusing.
the ending is even more ambiguous. i doubt anyone in the cinema understood it.
worse, cos there were little ppl watching the show and there was this bunch
of kids.. mainly some stupid beng n lian i think, lower secondary school one..
and they kepy moving up n forth, changing seats or runnin up n dwn
the aisle to sit. fucked up sia...
then for dinner, me n wil had steamboat which i sorta regret letting him eat
cos.... i'm wondering if it worsened his diarrhoea. he went to toilet many times
and got very frustrated about it... and moody of course...
then at night juz before we go slp, we watched some programme on the
discovery channel.. the host was pretty funny. lotsa facial expression haha
today..... he was still frustrated over the diarrhoea of which luckily
after awhile of lying on the bed, he seems alittle better...
sano smsed him saying that some band in the gig dwn at orchard
was playing mongol800's "anata ni" so he got reallie excited and
decided to head dwn to orchard. sadly, that performance ended
and we got dwn, it was all juz plain visual rock which was boring
the vocal r gd... but well.... too much visual rock is irritating
so we left haha.. sano n hong was there at first but then soon they ran off
saying go toilet. at first i tot they'll be coming back but fred called em up
and they say they going to borders. mebbe it's juz me but i'm not v used
to this kinda take off and u duno they took off kinda thing. end up duno we
came dwn to orchard for wad fuck haha so we left and went back hm instead
wilfred starting getting abit moody but still ok....
till he got home and chatted with aiko online and we hit a certain topic
he got very heated up and really moody. stressed out by ns and all
he broke dwn. i tried to keep my cool and understand that he is stressed and
frustrated and was there for him until he told me he needed time alone
and asked me to go home. mebbe i dun understand except that i know i shld
give him some time to cool off n think on his own. but on another hand i can't
help feeling sad cos i spent so much time taking care of him while he's sick n all
then he got worked up and i was sent off. like...... chinese it's call "da fa zou"..
so yeah feeling kinda fucked up but i'll live. juz hope everything's fine and that
he'll be fine too...
12 June 2003
First thing first, he has great vocals.
secondly, he's a nice kid.
and he's 14 yrs old now but i'm not sure how old he is when he sang this song.
i luv the lyrics somehow?
mebbe u guys can try to download the song to listen IF u dun mind wholesome (christianity-inclined) songs
Elisabeth
Namesake to Elisabeth
Her daddy's pride and joy
Baptised in her mama's tears
Soon after she was born
Cause the doctor said
she'd never live to see her sweet sixteen
It's a miracle that she beat those odds
And there's still no promise she will see tomorrow
It makes me wonder
How life can give someone so much and take so much away
oooh
Elisabeth
You're a teacher, you're a saint
And I'm so glad you came to us
Elisabeth
You make the world a better place
With the kindness of your smile and your love
And your beauty with live on and on
Elisabeth
Elisabeth
She might not ever marry
or hold a baby of her own
Things we all take for granted
Are the things she may never know
She believes there's always hope
And that's all she really has
She walks through life with passion
And with dignity and class
And when she cries
She cries in silence
But never for herself
She cries for everybody else
Everybody else
Elisabeth
You're a teacher, you're a saint
And I'm so glad you came to us
Elisabeth
You make the world a better place
With the kindness of your smile and your love
And your beauty with live on and on
I'm so glad you came to us
Elisabeth
You make the world a better place
With the kindness of your smile and your love
And your beauty with live on and on
Billy Gilman
secondly, he's a nice kid.
and he's 14 yrs old now but i'm not sure how old he is when he sang this song.
i luv the lyrics somehow?
mebbe u guys can try to download the song to listen IF u dun mind wholesome (christianity-inclined) songs
Elisabeth
Namesake to Elisabeth
Her daddy's pride and joy
Baptised in her mama's tears
Soon after she was born
Cause the doctor said
she'd never live to see her sweet sixteen
It's a miracle that she beat those odds
And there's still no promise she will see tomorrow
It makes me wonder
How life can give someone so much and take so much away
oooh
Elisabeth
You're a teacher, you're a saint
And I'm so glad you came to us
Elisabeth
You make the world a better place
With the kindness of your smile and your love
And your beauty with live on and on
Elisabeth
Elisabeth
She might not ever marry
or hold a baby of her own
Things we all take for granted
Are the things she may never know
She believes there's always hope
And that's all she really has
She walks through life with passion
And with dignity and class
And when she cries
She cries in silence
But never for herself
She cries for everybody else
Everybody else
Elisabeth
You're a teacher, you're a saint
And I'm so glad you came to us
Elisabeth
You make the world a better place
With the kindness of your smile and your love
And your beauty with live on and on
I'm so glad you came to us
Elisabeth
You make the world a better place
With the kindness of your smile and your love
And your beauty with live on and on
Billy Gilman
11 June 2003
for those ppl out there who reads my blogs n are salad freaks.
U WOULD WANNA FLYYYYY OVER TO MUH HSE NOW I BETCHA!
hahahahahha
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
u alive?
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
hehehe i'm watchin the MTV diary of blink n green day ITS AWESOME kk i'll c ur pic now
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
oh my friggin... ......
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
LOL
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
it looks....
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
i..
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
HUMUNGOUSSSSSSS
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
BWAHAHHAHA
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
i can feed ur whole family with it
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
hey i'm gonna send a team dwn 2 ur hse
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
dat bowl is infected
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
hahahahahahhahahaha
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
i'll haf 2 confiscate it
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
nono
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
DUN touch dat bowl
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
at all costs-
ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
its infected. its dangerous
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
i'll haf to bring it over for decontamination 1st
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
riiiiite
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
n it'll be back EMPTY
hahahahahaha this is hilarious.
alright. i've been cookin this crap up since about 3pm hahaha got it done only till now.
ingredients innit.
2 potatoes
2 butterhead lettuce
1 packet of small carrots
1 packet of honey tomato
half a packet of frisilli or wadever u call it
duno how mani spoonful of potato salad dressing
bwahahahahahhaha
note: the bowl is HUGE.
i think i can feed wilfred's family with it hahahahaha
U WOULD WANNA FLYYYYY OVER TO MUH HSE NOW I BETCHA!
hahahahahha
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
u alive?
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
hehehe i'm watchin the MTV diary of blink n green day ITS AWESOME kk i'll c ur pic now
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
oh my friggin... ......
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
LOL
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
it looks....
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
i..
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
HUMUNGOUSSSSSSS
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
BWAHAHHAHA
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
i can feed ur whole family with it
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
hey i'm gonna send a team dwn 2 ur hse
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
dat bowl is infected
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
hahahahahahhahahaha
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
i'll haf 2 confiscate it
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
nono
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
DUN touch dat bowl
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
at all costs-
ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
its infected. its dangerous
- ManUtd@ikebukuro - says:
i'll haf to bring it over for decontamination 1st
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
riiiiite
SuKiNa HiTo Wa WiLfReD-ChAn Yo!!!!! ^o^ says:
n it'll be back EMPTY
hahahahahaha this is hilarious.
alright. i've been cookin this crap up since about 3pm hahaha got it done only till now.
ingredients innit.
2 potatoes
2 butterhead lettuce
1 packet of small carrots
1 packet of honey tomato
half a packet of frisilli or wadever u call it
duno how mani spoonful of potato salad dressing
bwahahahahahhaha
note: the bowl is HUGE.
i think i can feed wilfred's family with it hahahahaha
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i am pretty lazy to blog right now and this is actually tuesday's entry
basically, me n wilfred met up at about.... 3.30pm todae, outside heeren we walked around and then left to wait for terry at lido. he came only at about 5.45pm or so.. *haiz* then we went up to buy the tickets for finding nemo. four tix for me, wilfred, terry and sano. the movie was fantastic like every other who watched it have said. those who haven't watch shld giv it a try. the animation was fantastic and my favourite character was actually doris? or something like that. that blue fish. she's so....... cute. haha.. and then the whale talking part is hilarious!! i laugh so hard my stomach hurts and i even bumped my head onto wilfred's. before the movie, me n terry and wilfred took the voucher to go eat again (third time, so paiseh) at bonanza/sushi zen or something. i had yakiniku ramen. was so damn full after eating and then at night we checked out a gig by the side of orchard for the street festival. the guitar and everything was real gd except for some of the vocals. esp the one singing the greenday song. abit..... dorky. hahahahaha his actions i mean. i bet wilfred sings better loh...
sano has a new electric guitar and was betting with sano that wilfred's gonna wanna go his hse everyday hahahaha and i was right! as soon as i told him, wil told sano he wanna go his hse hahahhahaha...
hmmmm the day was enjoyable lah on the whole. for awhile after sano left, me n fred n terry sat at spinelli outside heeren and was talking abt cookin and salad n stuff. then walked ard abit before heading home.
now i'm juz sitting infrnt of muh comp talking to tanya and my dear wilfred and enjoying the sushi my mum bought. life's gd hahahaha
basically, me n wilfred met up at about.... 3.30pm todae, outside heeren we walked around and then left to wait for terry at lido. he came only at about 5.45pm or so.. *haiz* then we went up to buy the tickets for finding nemo. four tix for me, wilfred, terry and sano. the movie was fantastic like every other who watched it have said. those who haven't watch shld giv it a try. the animation was fantastic and my favourite character was actually doris? or something like that. that blue fish. she's so....... cute. haha.. and then the whale talking part is hilarious!! i laugh so hard my stomach hurts and i even bumped my head onto wilfred's. before the movie, me n terry and wilfred took the voucher to go eat again (third time, so paiseh) at bonanza/sushi zen or something. i had yakiniku ramen. was so damn full after eating and then at night we checked out a gig by the side of orchard for the street festival. the guitar and everything was real gd except for some of the vocals. esp the one singing the greenday song. abit..... dorky. hahahahaha his actions i mean. i bet wilfred sings better loh...
sano has a new electric guitar and was betting with sano that wilfred's gonna wanna go his hse everyday hahahaha and i was right! as soon as i told him, wil told sano he wanna go his hse hahahhahaha...
hmmmm the day was enjoyable lah on the whole. for awhile after sano left, me n fred n terry sat at spinelli outside heeren and was talking abt cookin and salad n stuff. then walked ard abit before heading home.
now i'm juz sitting infrnt of muh comp talking to tanya and my dear wilfred and enjoying the sushi my mum bought. life's gd hahahaha
Monday's Stuff 09/06/03
woke up at 1pm and soon left the hse at 1.30pm to go to cold storage in parkway. bought the ingredients for my salad which totalled up to about $7.75. I bought a box of cherry tomatoes.... 2 potatoes... packet of small carrots, and two butterhead lettuce. went to wilfred's house and was early todae. His mum was around initially but soon went out to visit his grandma. me n wilfred first removed the skin for the potatoes... had to scrub real hard cos of the mud n all.. it was quite fun actually but tiring hahaha... then after that we boiled the potatoes. we were supposed to leave it boiling for about half n hour before taking it out. we went outside to watch tv for awhile but soon we came back into the kitchen to was the rest of the food. i chopped up the carrots and sliced some of the butterhead lettuce, mixed the tomatoes and lettuce and carrots in, we left it in the freezer for awhile more cos the potatoes are not done yet.
half and hour later, we removed the potato cos it became rather soft and left it to cool dwn awhile before i cut them into cubes. wilfred was helping me to mix the potato salad dressing in with the rest. i threw the potato cubes in and wilfred mixed it up.....VOLA! our salad is done!!! and it looks damn good!!! guess how big it was? enough for a serving for four person!! hahahaha but the both of us ate it all up anyway. the tomatoes were so juicy and the salad was so delicious. *smack lips* i'm gonna make more of those, especially after wilfred comes back frm his bmt.
i'm so happy i can't describe it very well. i can only thank god for giving me chances and then that me and wilfred's relationship worked out better than before. days are passing quickly and soon it will be the day when wilfred has to go ns and i'll have to be alone without him for three weeks or so.. it's hard not havin him around cos i'm so used to it... when i feel sad i can't juz call him anytime i want anymore.. but i'm happy everyday i have with him. before our problem abt a week ago, there were much tension in our relationship. i was moody and sulking most of the time. days weren't as enjoyable as now. most of the time i was upset about something for the whole day. now, i learnt to put things aside cos they aren't impt and worth brooding over, and found myself happier each day. and naturally, wilfred is happier and treats me even better. today was our One Year Seventh Month Annivasary. Nicely spent i would say, and tml we'll be heading dwn to orchard with terry n sano to watch finding nemo. i made a mistake in the opening date of ju-on so too bad, can't watch it yet. it's only out on the 12th...lol some kinda cock up u would expect frm me all the time.
woke up at 1pm and soon left the hse at 1.30pm to go to cold storage in parkway. bought the ingredients for my salad which totalled up to about $7.75. I bought a box of cherry tomatoes.... 2 potatoes... packet of small carrots, and two butterhead lettuce. went to wilfred's house and was early todae. His mum was around initially but soon went out to visit his grandma. me n wilfred first removed the skin for the potatoes... had to scrub real hard cos of the mud n all.. it was quite fun actually but tiring hahaha... then after that we boiled the potatoes. we were supposed to leave it boiling for about half n hour before taking it out. we went outside to watch tv for awhile but soon we came back into the kitchen to was the rest of the food. i chopped up the carrots and sliced some of the butterhead lettuce, mixed the tomatoes and lettuce and carrots in, we left it in the freezer for awhile more cos the potatoes are not done yet.
half and hour later, we removed the potato cos it became rather soft and left it to cool dwn awhile before i cut them into cubes. wilfred was helping me to mix the potato salad dressing in with the rest. i threw the potato cubes in and wilfred mixed it up.....VOLA! our salad is done!!! and it looks damn good!!! guess how big it was? enough for a serving for four person!! hahahaha but the both of us ate it all up anyway. the tomatoes were so juicy and the salad was so delicious. *smack lips* i'm gonna make more of those, especially after wilfred comes back frm his bmt.
i'm so happy i can't describe it very well. i can only thank god for giving me chances and then that me and wilfred's relationship worked out better than before. days are passing quickly and soon it will be the day when wilfred has to go ns and i'll have to be alone without him for three weeks or so.. it's hard not havin him around cos i'm so used to it... when i feel sad i can't juz call him anytime i want anymore.. but i'm happy everyday i have with him. before our problem abt a week ago, there were much tension in our relationship. i was moody and sulking most of the time. days weren't as enjoyable as now. most of the time i was upset about something for the whole day. now, i learnt to put things aside cos they aren't impt and worth brooding over, and found myself happier each day. and naturally, wilfred is happier and treats me even better. today was our One Year Seventh Month Annivasary. Nicely spent i would say, and tml we'll be heading dwn to orchard with terry n sano to watch finding nemo. i made a mistake in the opening date of ju-on so too bad, can't watch it yet. it's only out on the 12th...lol some kinda cock up u would expect frm me all the time.
09 June 2003
wanted to blog yesterday but the stupid thing was down.
what happened yesterday was i spent another day at wilfred's house.
and before that, we attended sano's sister's wedding.
i met iman at 12 (i was late for 6 minutes haha) and her brother was there too..
then as we were supposed to leave to meet wilfred at choa chu kang at 1pm,
we boarded the mrt train.
guess what?
end up when we were at queensway, i gav wilfred a call
and he's on board the same train as us!
wat's more strange was he took the wrong train previously
(wrong directions) and end up in red hill thus missing the earlier
train and allowed him to board in the later train, which was ours! lolz
so we guys end up taking the same train and went to sano's sister's wedding
the we saw sano's parents and for the first time i saw sano's brother
what he appears is close to what i expected... i mean how he would look
except he seems more outspoken than i expected hahaha
the food there was gd.
wilfred couldn't finish his food i wonder why (this is VERY strange)
iman ate little
her bro ate lots
and i ate juz okok only.....
the rice was very tasty
and the mutton too
except the chicken wing was too damn spicy hahahaha
sano is the "water boy" or shld i say, "barley boy"
he has to go around refilling ppl's drink
and i think he refilled me n wilfred's cup dozen of times already
he spilled some unfortunately..... ON MY BAG!!! *grrrr*
hmmmm we stayed and saw the ceremony where the bride n groom comes in....
lotsa commotion when the guy came.. i wonder why
then the woman juz sit dwn quickly
hahhaa
some part of the culture i've yet to understand
there were lotsa foreigners.... french ppl....
sano say they're his sister's friends
and they have loads of children.
then i told sano the groom seem kinda glum...
he say he was supposed to. i wonder why sia...
ok then soon we left cos iman say her brother needs to go meet some friends
end up never -_____-"
but we left already so we head to lot 1
walked around
then mizoe n her bro went off walkin ard themselves
so wilfred and i went to comic connection
he was quite angry cos after he shift hse
end up lot 1 got bread talk hahahahaha
i bought my comic 3X3 Eyes and it cost 9 bucks!
and it was the last bk sobz sobz....
end of the series liao....
i've been buying it since primary school...
then cos we got bored so we decided to go home..
and then boarded the mrt and while we got out
at jurong east to change train.
we bumped into iman n her brother!
we're in the same train again!!!
hahaha
strange.
anyway, we left for queenstown soon after
and while wilfred was using computer at home,
i fell asleep on his lap hahahahaa
and then at night we went for dinner with his family
mother's side.
all the uncle and auntie n kids and his grandpa
stressful sia hahahahaha
but the food was damn good
had prawn and crab and meat n vege..
wilfred say terry is acting weird liao
keep asking abt me
and then say ask where i am....
wad i doing....
if wilfred wanna accompany me juz tell him
wah...
i getting king treatment n i duno why...
tot we were loggerheads before?
i am gonna make salad today
hopefully i hav enuff cash to buy the ingredients
time's up
gotta make a dash to parkway to buy the stuff
cya!!!!!
what happened yesterday was i spent another day at wilfred's house.
and before that, we attended sano's sister's wedding.
i met iman at 12 (i was late for 6 minutes haha) and her brother was there too..
then as we were supposed to leave to meet wilfred at choa chu kang at 1pm,
we boarded the mrt train.
guess what?
end up when we were at queensway, i gav wilfred a call
and he's on board the same train as us!
wat's more strange was he took the wrong train previously
(wrong directions) and end up in red hill thus missing the earlier
train and allowed him to board in the later train, which was ours! lolz
so we guys end up taking the same train and went to sano's sister's wedding
the we saw sano's parents and for the first time i saw sano's brother
what he appears is close to what i expected... i mean how he would look
except he seems more outspoken than i expected hahaha
the food there was gd.
wilfred couldn't finish his food i wonder why (this is VERY strange)
iman ate little
her bro ate lots
and i ate juz okok only.....
the rice was very tasty
and the mutton too
except the chicken wing was too damn spicy hahahaha
sano is the "water boy" or shld i say, "barley boy"
he has to go around refilling ppl's drink
and i think he refilled me n wilfred's cup dozen of times already
he spilled some unfortunately..... ON MY BAG!!! *grrrr*
hmmmm we stayed and saw the ceremony where the bride n groom comes in....
lotsa commotion when the guy came.. i wonder why
then the woman juz sit dwn quickly
hahhaa
some part of the culture i've yet to understand
there were lotsa foreigners.... french ppl....
sano say they're his sister's friends
and they have loads of children.
then i told sano the groom seem kinda glum...
he say he was supposed to. i wonder why sia...
ok then soon we left cos iman say her brother needs to go meet some friends
end up never -_____-"
but we left already so we head to lot 1
walked around
then mizoe n her bro went off walkin ard themselves
so wilfred and i went to comic connection
he was quite angry cos after he shift hse
end up lot 1 got bread talk hahahahaha
i bought my comic 3X3 Eyes and it cost 9 bucks!
and it was the last bk sobz sobz....
end of the series liao....
i've been buying it since primary school...
then cos we got bored so we decided to go home..
and then boarded the mrt and while we got out
at jurong east to change train.
we bumped into iman n her brother!
we're in the same train again!!!
hahaha
strange.
anyway, we left for queenstown soon after
and while wilfred was using computer at home,
i fell asleep on his lap hahahahaa
and then at night we went for dinner with his family
mother's side.
all the uncle and auntie n kids and his grandpa
stressful sia hahahahaha
but the food was damn good
had prawn and crab and meat n vege..
wilfred say terry is acting weird liao
keep asking abt me
and then say ask where i am....
wad i doing....
if wilfred wanna accompany me juz tell him
wah...
i getting king treatment n i duno why...
tot we were loggerheads before?
i am gonna make salad today
hopefully i hav enuff cash to buy the ingredients
time's up
gotta make a dash to parkway to buy the stuff
cya!!!!!
08 June 2003
alrite technically now it's sunday already so yesterday i went over to wilfred's house. and then we hang out awhile and it was a fantastic day. fantastic cos of wad we did hahaha and i enjoyed myself alot. only say i was dead tired around night time and fell aslp on the flr with my head on the bed in wil's brother's rm while he was playing computer games inside.
neither terry nor wilfred will be reading this so i guess it shldn't be a problem writing this out here.
first wil told me terry wanted to be friends with me again
then cos we chat alittle last nite
talking about some stuff
todae wil told me that terry told him on the phone
that actually he thinks i'm not bad
and that me n wilfred should be together
and that if wilfred leaves me he'll kill wilfred
bwahahaha....
how cool.
*beams*
hm then i was chatting awhile with neosakura in adm before leaving,
naze for awhile when i first came online,
zhean too.
he wanted to call me again.
lolz third time
but too bad this time round we didn't manage tot talk
cos first thing first i was tired
then i was on the phone with wilfred
and zhean was telling me that he can use the hse phone already
so i said mebbe next time we can talk again.
asked for my birthday and home add and say he might send me a card
when my birthday draws near.
tomorrow will be sano's sister's wedding dinner
haven't been seeing him online much recently
and everytime i sms
he sound so damn listless
mebbe juz damn tired from all the preparations..
am looking forward to tomorrow cos i've lotsa things to do?
gotta meet up with iman and her brother at 12 at eunos
before heading to cck to meet wil at 1. haahah
i've received another assignment for my japanese class..
sian
muz write composition again.
this time the title is "watashi no aiyou hin"
means my favourite using item
or something like that e.g. hp, computer etc
something u alwaiz use.
then my classmate, until now then i noe her name is Lisa
hahahaha
exchanged numbers with me.
hmmmm i guess i'll stop here for now
need to catch some sleep.
am tempted after reading about the foundation
patricia mentioned in her blog
but i'm broke
better dun look anymore hahahaha
my mum pai kia k...
now already omost 4am
she's not home yet!!!!!!
play mahjong....
wah liao!
neither terry nor wilfred will be reading this so i guess it shldn't be a problem writing this out here.
first wil told me terry wanted to be friends with me again
then cos we chat alittle last nite
talking about some stuff
todae wil told me that terry told him on the phone
that actually he thinks i'm not bad
and that me n wilfred should be together
and that if wilfred leaves me he'll kill wilfred
bwahahaha....
how cool.
*beams*
hm then i was chatting awhile with neosakura in adm before leaving,
naze for awhile when i first came online,
zhean too.
he wanted to call me again.
lolz third time
but too bad this time round we didn't manage tot talk
cos first thing first i was tired
then i was on the phone with wilfred
and zhean was telling me that he can use the hse phone already
so i said mebbe next time we can talk again.
asked for my birthday and home add and say he might send me a card
when my birthday draws near.
tomorrow will be sano's sister's wedding dinner
haven't been seeing him online much recently
and everytime i sms
he sound so damn listless
mebbe juz damn tired from all the preparations..
am looking forward to tomorrow cos i've lotsa things to do?
gotta meet up with iman and her brother at 12 at eunos
before heading to cck to meet wil at 1. haahah
i've received another assignment for my japanese class..
sian
muz write composition again.
this time the title is "watashi no aiyou hin"
means my favourite using item
or something like that e.g. hp, computer etc
something u alwaiz use.
then my classmate, until now then i noe her name is Lisa
hahahaha
exchanged numbers with me.
hmmmm i guess i'll stop here for now
need to catch some sleep.
am tempted after reading about the foundation
patricia mentioned in her blog
but i'm broke
better dun look anymore hahahaha
my mum pai kia k...
now already omost 4am
she's not home yet!!!!!!
play mahjong....
wah liao!
07 June 2003
Friday Stuff
went out with yifeng and wilfred.
yifeng came over first.
i met up at 2 at mac of parkway, walked around... i treated her mos burger and saw the picture of she n her bf haha checked out the pet shop and hang ard there for very long... hahahaha then wilfred came only at about 6 plus... then my dad came home and cos i told him say wilfred is only a 'friend' and dad brought back some of his chicken rice and made us eat it. then keep calling wilfred ah boy hahahahha then dad seem very happy to see yifeng. cos yifeng, we noe each other for 10 years already and my dad saw her since she was primary five. then he very surprised to see her and then very happy. then after awhile we went out to parkway to hang around. eventually end up at starbucks relaxing. talked quite alot there till almost ten before yifeng went home first while me n fred hanged around. talked quite alot then..... todae we hit a very special topic. after that i'm very very happy with our relationship? and then after wilfred went home, i spent 5 hours straight without having all the stupid feelings and fears i have all these while. i was so relieved!!! my goodness.... then me n terry talked online again and wilfred say he wanna be friend with me again... n we talked and i cried after we hit some topic but i guess... we're friends again. lol
went out with yifeng and wilfred.
yifeng came over first.
i met up at 2 at mac of parkway, walked around... i treated her mos burger and saw the picture of she n her bf haha checked out the pet shop and hang ard there for very long... hahahaha then wilfred came only at about 6 plus... then my dad came home and cos i told him say wilfred is only a 'friend' and dad brought back some of his chicken rice and made us eat it. then keep calling wilfred ah boy hahahahha then dad seem very happy to see yifeng. cos yifeng, we noe each other for 10 years already and my dad saw her since she was primary five. then he very surprised to see her and then very happy. then after awhile we went out to parkway to hang around. eventually end up at starbucks relaxing. talked quite alot there till almost ten before yifeng went home first while me n fred hanged around. talked quite alot then..... todae we hit a very special topic. after that i'm very very happy with our relationship? and then after wilfred went home, i spent 5 hours straight without having all the stupid feelings and fears i have all these while. i was so relieved!!! my goodness.... then me n terry talked online again and wilfred say he wanna be friend with me again... n we talked and i cried after we hit some topic but i guess... we're friends again. lol
06 June 2003
spent another 5 minutes on the phone with zhean again.
he wanted to call me. as usual with the hp so we talk fast fast hahahaha
abit more shy todae and stopped every once in awhile in the convo
:�
he say when he come sg he will email me first.
i duno how to say but he reallie hav this voice that makes him sound like a gd boi?
hahahaha....
then at first i say mebbe talk later cos i wanna go bathe
then end up he say nvm we talk first
then go bathe at the same time when hang up
was on irc earlier on talking with [N]aZe
while he told me abt his trip with this japanese girl
met on irc.... seem like he very shy so they didn't talk alot...
and yifeng juz got accepted into NUS!
so happy for her! hahahaha
am going out with her tml to treat her mos burger
and also i needed accompany cos wun be meetin wilfred
he say rest.
i tot we went out only twice in a row.
actually, we went out four days in a row.
as in be with each other for four straight days already
hahahha
guess i didn't realise that.
love him lots.
told him that on the phone.
he said the same and i noe i sound silly
but i chose to believe he mean it.
ate only once todae. and at the most twice for every other day
think i lost quite abit of weight.
i'm mad.
geez.
and dun think i'm suffering cos i'm starving myself.
cos i'm not.
hah!
i am hardly hungry. i'd rather b so dat i can hav the excuse to eat
hahahaha
but too bad i am not.
one meal sometimes can last me for a very very long time
talking about food.
my stomach is getting strange feeling now
and oh yes btw,
tootie (tanya) OpPs! she's gonna kill me for callin her dat bwahahaha
took the personality test too!
and is ESFP. natural lover.........is my type of personality wahahaha
*stress*
tanya juz said she love me
wahahahaha....
he wanted to call me. as usual with the hp so we talk fast fast hahahaha
abit more shy todae and stopped every once in awhile in the convo
:�
he say when he come sg he will email me first.
i duno how to say but he reallie hav this voice that makes him sound like a gd boi?
hahahaha....
then at first i say mebbe talk later cos i wanna go bathe
then end up he say nvm we talk first
then go bathe at the same time when hang up
was on irc earlier on talking with [N]aZe
while he told me abt his trip with this japanese girl
met on irc.... seem like he very shy so they didn't talk alot...
and yifeng juz got accepted into NUS!
so happy for her! hahahaha
am going out with her tml to treat her mos burger
and also i needed accompany cos wun be meetin wilfred
he say rest.
i tot we went out only twice in a row.
actually, we went out four days in a row.
as in be with each other for four straight days already
hahahha
guess i didn't realise that.
love him lots.
told him that on the phone.
he said the same and i noe i sound silly
but i chose to believe he mean it.
ate only once todae. and at the most twice for every other day
think i lost quite abit of weight.
i'm mad.
geez.
and dun think i'm suffering cos i'm starving myself.
cos i'm not.
hah!
i am hardly hungry. i'd rather b so dat i can hav the excuse to eat
hahahaha
but too bad i am not.
one meal sometimes can last me for a very very long time
talking about food.
my stomach is getting strange feeling now
and oh yes btw,
tootie (tanya) OpPs! she's gonna kill me for callin her dat bwahahaha
took the personality test too!
and is ESFP. natural lover.........is my type of personality wahahaha
*stress*
tanya juz said she love me
wahahahaha....
05 June 2003
took a webcam photo of myself
got all sorts of strange feedback
lolz
sano say i looked better
wilfred say i like korean chick
jeremy say like ah lian
[N]aZe say look somehow become abit prettier (hmm?)
wah my eyes so tired.... i went to wilfred's hse.. hang around and watched television.
hmmm another day spent well.
although i did get abit upset and kept quiet awhile but it was soon over.
hmm and i actually tot tml i wun be going his hse... he most prob would say he is tired..
but end up he say he wan me to come. if i dun he angry.
hur..
then i fried rice for him for dinner... quite a large portion.
um... suddenly brain dead over wad i wanna blog hahahah
well i saw the clip for ju-on and is interested but then again
i'm terrified over scary flicks and so i duno if i shld watch it?
someone told me after watchin it we would most prob not dare slp with a blanket.
oh shucks.
i hav my fav blanket.
urghhhhh
asked meimei for the outing we hav on the 15th?
end up she say that is father's day...
and since she long time no go haiz
she might not turn up.
lousy excuse. will bug her again hahaha...
wilfred say he wanna watch 'finding nemo' suddenly
when we were over at bk yesterday hhahahaha
then i blinked. and then he gimme the cheeky boy face.
haiz. why am i sucha sucker for relationship hahahahaha
ok. i am reallie brain dead so i guess i better stop blogging for todae hahaha.
got all sorts of strange feedback
lolz
sano say i looked better
wilfred say i like korean chick
jeremy say like ah lian
[N]aZe say look somehow become abit prettier (hmm?)
wah my eyes so tired.... i went to wilfred's hse.. hang around and watched television.
hmmm another day spent well.
although i did get abit upset and kept quiet awhile but it was soon over.
hmm and i actually tot tml i wun be going his hse... he most prob would say he is tired..
but end up he say he wan me to come. if i dun he angry.
hur..
then i fried rice for him for dinner... quite a large portion.
um... suddenly brain dead over wad i wanna blog hahahah
well i saw the clip for ju-on and is interested but then again
i'm terrified over scary flicks and so i duno if i shld watch it?
someone told me after watchin it we would most prob not dare slp with a blanket.
oh shucks.
i hav my fav blanket.
urghhhhh
asked meimei for the outing we hav on the 15th?
end up she say that is father's day...
and since she long time no go haiz
she might not turn up.
lousy excuse. will bug her again hahaha...
wilfred say he wanna watch 'finding nemo' suddenly
when we were over at bk yesterday hhahahaha
then i blinked. and then he gimme the cheeky boy face.
haiz. why am i sucha sucker for relationship hahahahaha
ok. i am reallie brain dead so i guess i better stop blogging for todae hahaha.
03 June 2003
Did a personality test which i think i did before.
(i'm juz pasting back what i typed during the discussion i had with iman)
was talkin to iman about topic of "being ME"
something which ppl alwaiz use as an excuse of an action?
i guess some ppl tend to blame certain flaws in their personality towards being themselves?
i used to share that set of thinking but right now
after the wilfred incident
i have it in a different perspective.
it used to be that i was unable to socialise very well?
and therefore i tend to keep things to myself sometimes,
esp when i'm angry. and the reason i alwaiz giv is cos that's ME.
but now i realise that, that's not reallie the case
cos i never did enjoyed the ME i was then.
my mum said something like everyone have their own personality traits
and some of them are flawed.
we onli work towards perfection in improving them
so that u can be happier with urself?
not that i'm saying right now what i am is truly Me either?
sometimes we shldn't giv so much a damn so long as we're happy
and not forcing ourselves doing things we dun want
or dun enjoy cos of our characteristic flaws
i've said things like forcing myself to smile when i'm happy isn't being me.
it's fake
but now i realise that i frown so much i make ppl ard me sad or moody?
it's up to us to make an effort to be happy sometimes.
i guess, diff ppl just simply react differently and certain kinda thinking applies
or gets applied differently too?
some ppl need a hard lesson for them to finally realise some stuff
whereas some are sensible enuff to think it thro?
right now i'm juz doing what is making me love being myself each and everyday
and so long as i am happy with what i'm doing
and now allowing my characteristic flaws to let me do things
that i shldn't do and end up hating myself for it
To know me better (that takes alot of reading haha)
here are the links that describes my result of the quiz.
supposed to be my personality description
it's surprisingly accurate to every detail.
I'm a ISFJ
ISFJ Description
ISFJ Career Path
ISFJ Relationship
ISFJ Description 2
ISFJ Description 3
Wilfred is ESTP
ESTP Description
ESTP Career Path
ESTP Relationship
ESTP Description 2
ESTP Description 3
(i'm juz pasting back what i typed during the discussion i had with iman)
was talkin to iman about topic of "being ME"
something which ppl alwaiz use as an excuse of an action?
i guess some ppl tend to blame certain flaws in their personality towards being themselves?
i used to share that set of thinking but right now
after the wilfred incident
i have it in a different perspective.
it used to be that i was unable to socialise very well?
and therefore i tend to keep things to myself sometimes,
esp when i'm angry. and the reason i alwaiz giv is cos that's ME.
but now i realise that, that's not reallie the case
cos i never did enjoyed the ME i was then.
my mum said something like everyone have their own personality traits
and some of them are flawed.
we onli work towards perfection in improving them
so that u can be happier with urself?
not that i'm saying right now what i am is truly Me either?
sometimes we shldn't giv so much a damn so long as we're happy
and not forcing ourselves doing things we dun want
or dun enjoy cos of our characteristic flaws
i've said things like forcing myself to smile when i'm happy isn't being me.
it's fake
but now i realise that i frown so much i make ppl ard me sad or moody?
it's up to us to make an effort to be happy sometimes.
i guess, diff ppl just simply react differently and certain kinda thinking applies
or gets applied differently too?
some ppl need a hard lesson for them to finally realise some stuff
whereas some are sensible enuff to think it thro?
right now i'm juz doing what is making me love being myself each and everyday
and so long as i am happy with what i'm doing
and now allowing my characteristic flaws to let me do things
that i shldn't do and end up hating myself for it
To know me better (that takes alot of reading haha)
here are the links that describes my result of the quiz.
supposed to be my personality description
it's surprisingly accurate to every detail.
I'm a ISFJ
ISFJ Description
ISFJ Career Path
ISFJ Relationship
ISFJ Description 2
ISFJ Description 3
Wilfred is ESTP
ESTP Description
ESTP Career Path
ESTP Relationship
ESTP Description 2
ESTP Description 3
02 June 2003
Was on the phone with Melissa Teo?
We talked for about.... almost two hours i think?
Since the day she left Singapore it has already been about 3 years
and i miss her
haha
we talked quite alot and i can't help be sad to hear that's she's havin trouble there
life seems juz so complicated for her that my heart ache
and my mum said something
which i will wan to ask her
if she dun mind coming back to singapore
and wanna find work here
we can actually pay for her air ticket back first and also
hav her move in wih us.
but that all depends on her.
guess we'll bicker non-stop day in day out if that happens hahahaha
we had lotsa dat when she was in singapore
and i felt as if a part of me was gone when she left
hahaha
she juz gav me her hse number for the duno how many time
and i sux big time at making overseas call?
erm yeah hahaha cos i duno how
and then she ask me to call her hwahwahha okok better start learning now
i wanna wait someday
where i get enuff money n go to sydney
with wilfred and we go find her.
hmm.. when will that day come?
haha after all those talk, i feel so.... strange haha
We talked for about.... almost two hours i think?
Since the day she left Singapore it has already been about 3 years
and i miss her
haha
we talked quite alot and i can't help be sad to hear that's she's havin trouble there
life seems juz so complicated for her that my heart ache
and my mum said something
which i will wan to ask her
if she dun mind coming back to singapore
and wanna find work here
we can actually pay for her air ticket back first and also
hav her move in wih us.
but that all depends on her.
guess we'll bicker non-stop day in day out if that happens hahahaha
we had lotsa dat when she was in singapore
and i felt as if a part of me was gone when she left
hahaha
she juz gav me her hse number for the duno how many time
and i sux big time at making overseas call?
erm yeah hahaha cos i duno how
and then she ask me to call her hwahwahha okok better start learning now
i wanna wait someday
where i get enuff money n go to sydney
with wilfred and we go find her.
hmm.. when will that day come?
haha after all those talk, i feel so.... strange haha
was on the phone with zhean
hahahaha
online friend.
haven't seen his face before and stuff but guess what?
hahaha we chatted for 2 years or more already!! haha
so long... and i feel myself being abit mean cos...
from the past emails i received from him,
and i was reading through the content
and then, he had an online crush on me?
and i hav no bf haha so i actually don't mind?
n he was nice so we juz continued emailing each other sweet stuff
(i wonder how sad he was when i tot him i had bf oredi :�)
he gave me his numbers (both hp n hse)
since like....... september 2001
but until now i never call back?
hahahah sad sia!
i feel so mean.
:�
onli todae i allowed him to talk on the phone with me.
gosh he waited two years and still wanna talk to me
hahahahaha
readin thro some past emails of his
and i feel like dying frm laughter
cos of the english
and the content
it's like fun re-reading it?
lolz
hahahaha
online friend.
haven't seen his face before and stuff but guess what?
hahaha we chatted for 2 years or more already!! haha
so long... and i feel myself being abit mean cos...
from the past emails i received from him,
and i was reading through the content
and then, he had an online crush on me?
and i hav no bf haha so i actually don't mind?
n he was nice so we juz continued emailing each other sweet stuff
(i wonder how sad he was when i tot him i had bf oredi :�)
he gave me his numbers (both hp n hse)
since like....... september 2001
but until now i never call back?
hahahah sad sia!
i feel so mean.
:�
onli todae i allowed him to talk on the phone with me.
gosh he waited two years and still wanna talk to me
hahahahaha
readin thro some past emails of his
and i feel like dying frm laughter
cos of the english
and the content
it's like fun re-reading it?
lolz
WhEeEeEeE!!!!!!!!!!!!
fun fun!
oh god.
okok i did cry a few times?
but........todae was GREAT/FUN!
i was supposed to juz go dwn to wilfred's place but end up he say wanna swim so i juz whipped out my swimming costume? haha
and we went splash splash again!!!
then at home for lunch oso so nice hee rice n soup and vege n egg...
then go his hse relac
listen music...
stand by the window...
then go swim....
so fun!!! heehee
HEY SANO!!
remember the log!?
that fella floating in the water is fred's new neighbour! hahahahahahha!!!
hm then we frm 6 swim swim until 8?
then went back up n bathe n all then fred's papa mama came hm.
so we watched tv and ate ba zhang (dumpling)
then after that cos of some stuff although we were lying on the bed takin a nap halfway,
he has to go dwn to yew tee to find his da sao so we left at 10.
i was kinda upset lah but i let it past.
hmmmmmmm am seriously in a very good mood right now?
haven't felt like this for ages
and i'm juz so happy and chirpy and chatting with ppl online
fred shouted "fuck XXX! Maria's my girl" in his rm, he said.
siao one.
am feeling goooooooooooooooooooooood!
oh yah....
[N]aze say i pretty!
hahahaha
cos i sent him my photo!?
i so happie.
even he bluff me oso nvm
ahahahah cos stupid fred alwaiz say i average.
so bad rite?
this m'sia friend of mine.
we chatted online for 2 years alreadi?
but i duno how he look and neither does he.
hahahahaha
but now he wanna call me on the phone.
juz to talk for like..... 5 min? hahaha
feels strange oh well..
permission granted frm wilfred.
fun fun!
oh god.
okok i did cry a few times?
but........todae was GREAT/FUN!
i was supposed to juz go dwn to wilfred's place but end up he say wanna swim so i juz whipped out my swimming costume? haha
and we went splash splash again!!!
then at home for lunch oso so nice hee rice n soup and vege n egg...
then go his hse relac
listen music...
stand by the window...
then go swim....
so fun!!! heehee
HEY SANO!!
remember the log!?
that fella floating in the water is fred's new neighbour! hahahahahahha!!!
hm then we frm 6 swim swim until 8?
then went back up n bathe n all then fred's papa mama came hm.
so we watched tv and ate ba zhang (dumpling)
then after that cos of some stuff although we were lying on the bed takin a nap halfway,
he has to go dwn to yew tee to find his da sao so we left at 10.
i was kinda upset lah but i let it past.
hmmmmmmm am seriously in a very good mood right now?
haven't felt like this for ages
and i'm juz so happy and chirpy and chatting with ppl online
fred shouted "fuck XXX! Maria's my girl" in his rm, he said.
siao one.
am feeling goooooooooooooooooooooood!
oh yah....
[N]aze say i pretty!
hahahaha
cos i sent him my photo!?
i so happie.
even he bluff me oso nvm
ahahahah cos stupid fred alwaiz say i average.
so bad rite?
this m'sia friend of mine.
we chatted online for 2 years alreadi?
but i duno how he look and neither does he.
hahahahaha
but now he wanna call me on the phone.
juz to talk for like..... 5 min? hahaha
feels strange oh well..
permission granted frm wilfred.
01 June 2003
how to say....
i'm very scared now?
of what? alot of stuff
and all i hope
is that this 'scared' will onli help make me stronger?
instead of turning the other way round and make me someone i hate
some..... paranoid...
tempermental bitch again..
wish me luck...
i guess i nid loads of them rite now
i'm very scared now?
of what? alot of stuff
and all i hope
is that this 'scared' will onli help make me stronger?
instead of turning the other way round and make me someone i hate
some..... paranoid...
tempermental bitch again..
wish me luck...
i guess i nid loads of them rite now
